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My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.
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Sleep Anxiety. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
My anxiety is pretty bad, but it’s probably worst at night. When i’m trying to fall asleep. I call it non-specific anxiety, because I’ll just be laying there, trying to clear my mind, and I’ll ...
Temporal Mechanics. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
The day to day seems to go so slow. Then I look at the calendar, and I wonder where the time went. Things could have gone so much differently this year. Almost a month since I got my fourth ca...
Go the Distance. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I feel like maybe I didn’t read enough in my Open Diary days. There is so much unrest now. So much sadness when I scout to see how other writers are doing. It makes me wonder if it was there a...
On Thin Walls. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
It is typically a negative phrase. I reckon I like being able to hear my neighbors. I used to prefer silence when trying to sleep. I think it shifted when an ex had to have a fan on at night f...
Punch the Clock. in The Napkin.
Working 11 to 11 today. Oh, I was asked beforehand. I stupidly said yes. Been there long enough where I can turn my interior monologue off a bit and autopilot. Days end. At least I have tomorr...
Classical Conditioning. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
So anyway, my fourth cat is rather vocal. Alice is a stray who adopted me about two and a half weeks ago. And by vocal, I mean she meows all the time. The only way she stops meowing is if I pa...
En Español. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
So anyway, a coworker commented today that I speak a lot of Spanish. I had a massive moment of reflection, as I didn’t even realize I do it. Working with hispanics, it’s a habit to speak Spanis...
Aragorn. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I love when I come across video essays that make me think and feel. For a long time, my three male heroes have been Spock, the Fonz, and Weird Al. My stock line has been that they reflect aspec...
On Cats. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
About two weeks ago, Alice adopted me. I say she adopted me because she literally just walked in my apartment like she owned the place. I apparently was identified as Daddycat. FEED ME. PET M...
On Menstruating Beasts. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Just ordinary women, living out their lives. (Shout-out to trans folk dealing with same but on a different level.) Ooze? Drip? Trinkle? Definitely not a gush. I wonder if it would be easier ...
My Favorite Joke. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I generally use this joke to gauge whether someone can handle me. Because it is kind of me in a nutshell. You think its offensive, but then it turns into innocuous and silly. I have a coworker...
On Passwords. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I have noticed that in movies, guys are generally teased for writing down their passwords. Someone is trying to do something on their computer, so they say “I bet they wrote down their password....
On NaNoWriMo. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Month of November, write a 50k short novel. That’s it. Website for the uninitiated: https://nanowrimo.org/ If I’ve written on what I’ve learned from NaNoWriMo, well, whatever, I’m a few years o...
On Covid, probably Part I in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Somewhere between “Kill’em all and let God sort them out” and “Quarantine forever until this goes away!” And “We can’t let our small businesses die.” And “Karen, can you wear a facemask for two s...
Toxicity. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Common logic seems to be to cut ties with those that are toxic. I get it. They are not helping your psyche, nor can you help them. So, you let them go. So I dub thee toxic. Thou art toxic. Wh...
NanoThoughts. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Ah Music. Yes, Capital M. With all my cyclic thoughts and feelings, I tend to be careful, as the last thing I want is a song stuck in my head at the end of the day. Even a song I like. I rememb...
On Happiness. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Or HA, PENIS! If you prefer. I was going to write an entry on alcoholism and depression, but as I was prewriting in my head, the preface of the types of happiness seemed to be a bit long-winded ...
Terms of Engagement. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I think I forgot the value of such a forum. Romanticizing, and then remembering how toxic the chasing of attention is, especially in a world obsessed with likes. But the virtue is there. I quiet...
1461 in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Holy Heh-Zeus, that’s a lot of unread bookmarks! I have so much to say, yet I’m still so scared to speak. Been utilizing my old journal. You know, pen and paper. Helps a bit, but there’s a pla...
I am DaddyCat. in The Napkin.
Kid: Gets upset at the smallest thing, and does anything to get in trouble. Also the kid: Complete soldier after biting her tongue and inside of her cheek. The dental numbness is wearing off, ...
Credibility. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Noon: Feed the child half a can of chicken noodle soup. Says she is full. 2 PM: Says she is hungry. Tell her to wait until dinner. 4 PM: Says she is hungry. Tell her to wait until dinner. 7...
Tomboy. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
So, the 7 year old was complaining that someone called her a tomboy. Because she was doing “boy things”. I told her there’s no such thing as boy things or girl things. Just kid things. Boys c...
On Umbrellas. in The Napkin.
Walked the kids to school this morning, as usual. Seconds out, we realized it was raining. That’s fine, I snagged two umbrellas for us. I said two. One for each kid. Figured I would endure t...
Sigh. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I didn’t want to agree with her. But, I fear we are heading towards the end-times. I’m atheist, so I’m not concerned with religious shit. Tashy has a point. Our last President was black. And...
31B in The Napkin.
Tashina and I got approved for our new apartment! WOOOOO! 3 bed, 2 bath, washer/dryer hook-up. Playground and pool. For 795/month. We got the last 1st floor available. There still needs som...
