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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Smokey is sound asleep in my lap, man he’s warm. Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with? Last I heard she became a truck stop prostitute. I know how to pick ‘em. What would...
Patrick Swayze Was A Sexy Beast in Hello
Point Break is on. Almost over with. First time watching it all the way through, actually. Good flick. I have done nothing this weekend but rested and gamed. While not physically demanding my...
Fuck I Miss Him 4 in Hello
Pull My Trigger, I Am Bigger Than... in Hello
Hurty Owie in Hello
Pulled a calf muscle in my right leg and walking now hurts. Then I tripped and landed on my hip. Yeah, this sucks. I’d kill for a few pain pills. In other news I see my lawyer tomorrow. Court is...
Fuck I Miss 3 in Hello
Fuck I Miss Him 2 in Hello
Fuck I Miss Him in Hello
Good Friends And A Bottle Of Pills in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
Wednesday night at work I got to feeling real low. Loneliness is a killer. I did what I usually do to escape, all night liquor store. Around five AM-ish I knew I wanted sleep. I’ve been havin...
Happyh 36th in Hello
I go back to work this evening after missing all last week due to the flu. Part of me is happy because I need the money…and yet another part wants one more week off. Yeah I got bored but I got c...
Greeting Card/Candy Day in Hello
I attempted to go to work today. When they found out it hadn’t been 24 hours since my fever broke I was sent packing. Ha! Oh well, I still felt foggy and extremely tired. My next paycheck will...
I’m feeling a lots better. Though I’ve still got no appetite and a sinus headache. I’ve not moved much from the couch in two days.
Kill Me Now in Hello
12:46am. I feel so bad.. I’m going to the doc tomorrow and calling in again. Feels like my skin is in fire.
We Are The Volk! in Hello
Almost at the end of In The Presence Of Mine Enemies. Political uprising in Nazi Germany. Pretty interesting. Main character is a Jew hiding in plain sight working for the Oberkommando der Weh...
Still Humid in Hello
Ugh! Bring the cold front on Thursday now! Got to looking for my SW Tales From The Mos Eisley Space Cantina short story book last night, couldn’t find it. Fudge. I didn’t want to start a new n...
Southern Heat in Hello
It was a warm, humid day. So of course it was hot at work. Sweated on and off all night. Felt all sorts of gross when I got off. A hot shower cured that. I need to swing by Barnes and Noble t...
Bad Moon Risin' in Hello
Threat of really bad weather tonight after midnight. Instead of staying at work till 2:30am I’m boltin’ at 12:30am when I get my eight hours in. Therapy today. I like Michelle, a lot. She’s a ...
Oh Fuck This! in Hello
TMI ahead, you’ve been warned. Since Monday I’ve been rocking a super painful hemorrhoid. Been using Prep H and Tucks pads. This has caused so much discomfort ugh!!! It’s getting manageable, t...
Carousel in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
I wish I could shut off the circus in my brain so I could finally get some damn sleep… 7:21 AM
The Downside in Hello
Till I get reacclimated to my medication, masturbation has become an endurance test to climax. Sigh…
No Work Tonight in Hello
Got to work only to realize they’ve been moving all the machines today and they’re not set up. Seeing how I’m still in immense pain from my back I cleared it with supervisor to take the night of...
Lower right side of my back is lilling me. Hurts to do anything. So, I’m currently at work in a comfy office chair with my feet popped up on a stool. Two guys took tonight off to watch the cham...
Dozed off close to 4:30 AM and woke up at 7. Can’t get back to sleep. BAH!!!!
Close To A Year in Hello
My last visit with Dr. Gilbert was on Jan. 29th last year. Did see my counselor a few times after that. She, counselor, is out on maternity leave. First kid. Good for her. Appointment went go...
