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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Christmas Chocolate in Hello
I’m munching on the last of the Christmas candy. Currently stretched out on the couch with the heating on my back. CTV took the A Team off the morning programming block. About the only TV jo...
I suddenly (eh, all day) don’t want to work tonight. Kinda feel in the dumps. I don’t know…I really hurt someone and I can’t get it out of my head. I’m waiting on this sleeping pill to hopefu...
Happy New Year! in Hello
I was off last night so I spent it curled up on the couch catching up on sleep. Didn’t celebrate or party or anything. Just rest. I knew it had passed midnight when I heard fireworks (or gunshot...
And In Old Pictures You Seem Happier At Least... in Hello
2019 can fuck right off! Been a bad year. Was a terrible person and lost three close friendships because of which. My New Year’s Resolution? Be a better person. Being called a manipulative womani...
Doctor Who? in Hello
I didn’t have to work last night so I stayed up and put together one of my Lego sets watching the Doctor Who holiday marathon on BBCA. I’ve not seen a lot of these in a long time since Netflix t...
Christ-mess in Hello
Oh god I wanna puke. Mom fixed a small feast for my aunt and I. Ate my weight in ham and dressing. Got two Star Wars Lego sets under the tree. XD Merry Christmas folks d
Dec. 22nd, 2019 in Hello
I ended up having to work Friday night. Imagine my lack of surprise when the first shift guy didn’t show on Saturday morning. So I stayed till 7:45 instead of leaving at 7 ish like I normally d...
Dec. 19th, 2019. in Hello
Today would have been dad’s 71st birthday. Wow. I’m still sick but going to work tonight. I was able to get up and do a load of laundry and dishes so at least I’ve got a little energy. Satu...
Warmed Over Poo in Hello
Is how I feel right now. Doc did a strep and flu test. Negative on both. So just a bad cold. Right nostril was gushing blood a few times earlier. Ugh I hate being sick. After the doc I went ...
Mouth Breathing in Hello
My cold has come back full force and I feel like shit. Taking the night off from work. Will see the doc in the morning.
Candygram For Mongo! in Hello
Ugh, I wish I snagged a handful of Jolly Ranchers before I left the house. Throat’s just a teense bit sore. My coughing fits have subsided but I’m still not feeling 100%. Still lethargic in so...
Dec. 16th, 2019 4:27 AM in Hello
I want to thank everyone for the encouraging notes on me trying to get sober. I did drink Saturday afternoon after all the shopping was done. Didn’t have work that night and was free the rest o...
Dec. 13th, 2019 (Friday The 13th OoOoOo) in Hello
So my boy what’s driving the craving today? Well I got to thinking about the drink last hour or so of work. The idea just lingered as I kept reminding myself the craving is only in your head. ...
Dec. 12th 2019 in Hello
I was asked (moreso told) to work Friday night/Saturday morning. Yeah it’s OT and I need the cash but I had plans Saturday. Gift shop for my brother and SIL, go to the flea market, pizza dinner...
Who Cares? in Hello
Tonight I am depressed and sick of third shift. I’d like to be back home in my bed hiding beneath the blanket forgetting that the outside world even exists. And I’m a bit hungry…
It’s weird just how quickly my body adapts to sleep at night up in the morning. Like a sane person I cooked out last night. BBQ chicken breast, mashed potatoes, corn cobs, green beans (for mom...
I ended up calling in tonight. Slept like the dead. So needed it.
That Sucked in Hello
So a flat tire when I went to leave work. Then Pep Boy’s tells me I need all new tires. THEN as I’m getting into bed I notice a wet spot. One of my cats decided to mark territory. It was after 2...
Evil forces are conspiring against me. Instead of bed I’m at Pep Boy’s getting new tires after a flat this morning… 😵
They Don't Love You Like I Love You in Hello
I was pried out of a deep sleep in my roasty toasty bed fifteen till ten. Argh! When I stepped outside I immediately got a chill in my bones. Had the heater on full blast till I got to work. S...
Nights like tonight I wish I had a gf . I want to be held. That is all…
Happy Thanksgivimg in Hello
Yeah yeah happy 🦃 day and all that jazz. Going to my aunt’s for food. Cousin is making the turkey with a brine she used last year. Drool… If all goes well we’ll hit the Tinsel Trail after. The...
Fig It in Drugs 'n Drunk
Yes. I’ve been drinking. I’m off till Sunday night. Just let me enjoy this before I put myself through real Hell. This bottle will disappear. Road To Nowhere Ozzy had his Road To No Where Lookin...
Tangle Of Anxiety in Hello
This is eating me up inside. Last week I screwed up again and drunkenly left the house. Yes, arrested again. Every time a bit of normalcy comes into my life I have to screw it up. I got no answ...
How many cars have you ever owned? 3 Can you do math in your head well? At one point yes. Not so much anymore. What’s your least favorite chore to do around the house? Scrub the tub. What’s your...
