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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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I Had A Bad Dream... in Dreams And Nightmares
I’m not quite sure how I feel about this. Indifferent? Let me just skip to the point, it was a violent one about my dad and middle brother. There were always into it when I was younger. This o...
I Shouldn't Laugh... in Hello
Woke up to a text telling me Doc Boy got fired today. About. FUCKING. Time. He was so toxic everyone was walking on eggshells to appease him. Good riddance!
Drama Intensifies in Hello
Doc Boy and Sarge are at it again. Apparently while Sarge was grinding a relief on a tool Doc Boy was standing near him (staring no less, fucking creepy) and made some comment about the carbide d...
I feel sticky tonight. There is a thin layer of sweat all over me and I’m burning up. Might go stand outside for a minute to cool off. It does get warm in here. Peacock texted me around 9:30 te...
Perfect Description From Leadbelly in Hello
Baby Steps: Update in Hello
Bank opens in forty minutes. Will get some cash out of savings and go across the street to get my pills at the pharmacy. Peacock said she wants photographic evidence I got them filled. Februar...
I’m not depressed. I’m just overwhelmingly sad today. I want to curl into the fetal position and cry. I really need to get my pills filled. It’s been a few weeks and I can tell the differenc...
Barry Morgan Should Do A Benefit Concert in Hello
I love you 🇦🇺! Perseverance! And between sets he can fuck with the bands trying to sell them an organ. In fact have him jam with the bands.
Boss never made the schedule yesterday so I texted him asking if we work tonight. Yup. Damnit. I had court this morning for bankruptcy. Mostly answering a few questions about my assets and if I...
Jan. 15th, 2020 in Dreams And Nightmares
Had a surreal dream about an ex. We were hanging and ended up making out. It’s odd since I don’t see her in that light anymore. She’s married with two kids and I’ve not spoken to her in nearly...
Jan. 13th, 2020 in Hello
I’m feeling a bit sick to my stomach right now. General nausea/queasy. Work wasn’t bad but I felt exhausted all night. When I got home I ate some teriyaki chicken and rice then took a shower....
Cover Me In Pancake Syrup in Hello
Had a sex dream while napping and have been ridiculously horny since I woke up. That is all…
Perpetual Pain in Hello
Last few nights at work I’ve not really had much time to sit and chill like I normally do. Ergo been on my feet running around which has caused my back to ache some. I hate it tons because it i...
Parasitic Larvae in Dreams And Nightmares
Furturama is on in the background. Most of my titles are tv show quotes or lyrics. This one is no different. Beast of 1,000 Backs.a Argh!!! I’m ready to get my drug test outta the way so I ca...
Turn Of Events in Hello
Boss texted me this morning letting me know I have paperwork to fill out on his desk. Next week I’ll no longer be a temp but hired on full time. Huzzah!
I’m not feeling it tonight. Would love to go home and back to sleep. Saw the lawyer, watched to body cam footage, got bitched at for admitting guilt on camera. Sigh. A week or so ago Sarge (cow...
Jan. 7th, 2020 in Hello
I feel like ass tonight. Ended up drinking again when I got off work. Some days I want sobriety and some days I don’t. The shift isn’t so bad currently. Mostly sitting on my butt browsing Re...
Don't Beat Yourself Up in Hello
I was off Friday night so I stayed up all day, got a new bag of weed (really good stuff), watched a bunch of YouTube vids with my man’s gf then went home and actually clocked in seven straight ho...
Christmas Chocolate in Hello
I’m munching on the last of the Christmas candy. Currently stretched out on the couch with the heating on my back. CTV took the A Team off the morning programming block. About the only TV jo...
I suddenly (eh, all day) don’t want to work tonight. Kinda feel in the dumps. I don’t know…I really hurt someone and I can’t get it out of my head. I’m waiting on this sleeping pill to hopefu...
Happy New Year! in Hello
I was off last night so I spent it curled up on the couch catching up on sleep. Didn’t celebrate or party or anything. Just rest. I knew it had passed midnight when I heard fireworks (or gunshot...
And In Old Pictures You Seem Happier At Least... in Hello
2019 can fuck right off! Been a bad year. Was a terrible person and lost three close friendships because of which. My New Year’s Resolution? Be a better person. Being called a manipulative womani...
Doctor Who? in Hello
I didn’t have to work last night so I stayed up and put together one of my Lego sets watching the Doctor Who holiday marathon on BBCA. I’ve not seen a lot of these in a long time since Netflix t...
Christ-mess in Hello
Oh god I wanna puke. Mom fixed a small feast for my aunt and I. Ate my weight in ham and dressing. Got two Star Wars Lego sets under the tree. XD Merry Christmas folks d
Dec. 22nd, 2019 in Hello
I ended up having to work Friday night. Imagine my lack of surprise when the first shift guy didn’t show on Saturday morning. So I stayed till 7:45 instead of leaving at 7 ish like I normally d...
