Dazed-N-Confused ⋅
Just need a safe place to vent, get all the words in my head out.. all the unanswered questions and the uncertainties. Not to mention the abnormal daily fiascos, the anxiety, the paranoia. All of the things, all of the time.
Not every day is good, but there is good in every day
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I am a 40 yr old divorcee. I am a mother. I am a sister I am a daughter. I am 3 a.m. snuggles and 2 pm kisses. I am dirty white shoes and untied shoelaces. I am 5‘4”. I am cold Dr. Pepper and a m...
Day 39 in Daily Struggles
Merry Sober Christmas!!! 🎄
Day 28 in Daily Struggles
I didn’t realize that I was 2 days away from 30 days sober. It’s one of many that I’ve had. This time it’s going to be my last. No more 30 days clean. It’s 60 after this, than 90 and every other ...
Day 25 in Daily Struggles
Well, he left me. Again. Because he wanted to get high. He used every excuse in the book as to why he was leaving me. Turned it around on me of course and blamed me. But I guess I should’ve known...
Day 24 in Daily Struggles
So, I’m not sober today. I didn’t so drugs. But I’m pretty drunk rn. I don’t have a lot of time, minutes maybe. I don’t understand how I have all these thinga to say when I’m under the influence...
Day 23 in Daily Struggles
Why is it when I’m dormant, so is my brain. I can write some days and other days I can’t. Like today. I got tested for covid on Monday. I don’t have my results yet. I’m super paranoid that I have...
Day 19 in Daily Struggles
So I know it’s been awhile, but I like to write in private and privacy isn’t something I’ve had much of lately. Today is the first day I’ve had off in 9 days. Which I guess isn’t terrible, besid...
Day 5 in Daily Struggles
I’m sitting here in my car with a pounding headache. I brought the tylenol with me and still haven’t taken it. Not sure what brought this one on. I could take a wild guess. But I have been known ...
Day 4 in Daily Struggles
Well, it’s 10:38 am. I still haven’t gotten out of bed yet. I was lucky enough to have a boss that said to go ahead and use my sick leave. Take the rest of the week. So I did. Still hasn’t been a...
Day 3 in Daily Struggles
Well. I tried going back to work today without success. Woke up to a long, negative, judgemental message from the ex’s new wife. She seems to think what’s best for my kids and doesn’t think twice...