Day 23 in Daily Struggles

Why is it when I’m dormant, so is my brain. I can write some days and other days I can’t. Like today. I got tested for covid on Monday. I don’t have my results yet. I’m super paranoid that I have it because there were ppl at work that tested pos and still came to work with no mask. I’ve had symptoms bit they could very well just be the flu. I need to go back to work but scared to. Idk what to do. I haven’t left my house in 3 days. My phobia is getting out of control and it’s kind of scary.