Day 25 in Daily Struggles

Well, he left me. Again. Because he wanted to get high. He used every excuse in the book as to why he was leaving me. Turned it around on me of course and blamed me. But I guess I should’ve known it was coming. I know the signs. I ignore them. But I just can’t anymore. He thinks that buying me things and doing the dishes and paying bills every so often ispre than enough to give. I just can’t do this anymore. Not if I want to stay sober.