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Merry Sober Christmas!!! 🎄

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I didn’t realize that I was 2 days away from 30 days sober. It’s one of many that I’ve had. This time it’s going to be my last. No more 30 days clean. It’s 60 after this, than 90 and every other ...

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Well, he left me. Again. Because he wanted to get high. He used every excuse in the book as to why he was leaving me. Turned it around on me of course and blamed me. But I guess I should’ve known...

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So, I’m not sober today. I didn’t so drugs. But I’m pretty drunk rn. I don’t have a lot of time, minutes maybe. I don’t understand how I have all these thinga to say when I’m under the influence...

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Why is it when I’m dormant, so is my brain. I can write some days and other days I can’t. Like today. I got tested for covid on Monday. I don’t have my results yet. I’m super paranoid that I have...

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So I know it’s been awhile, but I like to write in private and privacy isn’t something I’ve had much of lately. Today is the first day I’ve had off in 9 days. Which I guess isn’t terrible, besid...

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I’m sitting here in my car with a pounding headache. I brought the tylenol with me and still haven’t taken it. Not sure what brought this one on. I could take a wild guess. But I have been known ...

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Well, it’s 10:38 am. I still haven’t gotten out of bed yet. I was lucky enough to have a boss that said to go ahead and use my sick leave. Take the rest of the week. So I did. Still hasn’t been a...

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Well. I tried going back to work today without success. Woke up to a long, negative, judgemental message from the ex’s new wife. She seems to think what’s best for my kids and doesn’t think twice...

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