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“It isn’t what you have, or who you are, or where you are, or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy. It is what you think about it.”
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Working nights is chill as fuck compared to days I’m gonna be tired by Friday I know it haha Working to serve others gives me purpose. And also I’m with other people. The people I’m working with ...
Social media in I write
It’s not that I hate social media (well I don’t love it either), but point is about my experience on it. It has been an anxiety to just be on there. Every day I’m scared. I’m scared to have a fr...
November 30, 2020 in I write
I liked work today. I felt at home during work today, I don’t know how to describe it. The coworkers and boss are helpful and caring to eachother and I loved how they interact with eachother like...
Can I Face My Fears in I write
Can I be Batman and face the bats Can I learn to say No in a nice way? Can I learn to stand up for myself? Instead of being soft all the time? Can I learn how to talk back instead of staying sile...
Social Human Shit in I write
I am super anxious about posting anything on twitter. Since childhood I’ve always been stressed out about trying to make a friend or even staying friends with anyone. Like in elementary school i...
To mom for being there for me being a strong woman and being my friend. To him for teaching me showing me reality and inspiring me to become a better person, even though we live different lives. ...
On farewells in I write
When people go they should go in peace. Not in pain not in suffering. Go in peace. May he go in peace. May he be free. May everyone be free to do what they want. Everyone dies one day. He will, ...
I felt like talking but I didn’t in I write
I’m like total opposite. I talk about my problems to my mom a lot. My heart said give a massage but I don’t want to make things crazy again/ create drama so I didn’t say anything. I care but oh ...
November 18, 2020 in I write
Today was a lot of big things: Job interview Exam result came :) my parents cried in relief Apartment rent renewal Time of month started (not “big” but whatever) Another interview invitation H...
Why am I like this in I write
Have I become an apathetic person? I feel like I can’t give care for others, like I’m a useless piece of shit. I don’t want to be like my dad - insecure, emotionally immature, trusts nothing and...
Thoughts/personality in I write
I’m now focusing on my interview this week and doing little things I want to to change. I’m liking my mornings a lot more :) I’ve never been a posting stuff on social media person. I never have b...
I want to be there for him in I write
I am insecure because my family won’t accept it. They probably won’t respect me too. That’s why I’m scared to commit. It’s a culture difference. (He knows my race). And they’ll say why someone “u...
Can I change in I write
This post is me being irrational, I’m trying to improve my well being. I’ve been through some stuff this year. Please DO NOT take this post as advice. From this morning I stop expressing joy or ...
personality in I write
I need to stop falling for people’s words. There’s someone (called X) and I am easily influenced or emotionally affected by what X says or does. I like X but at the same time I’m easily affected...
