HoniBunnyCakey ⋅ 17

I'm a pan girl with some issues and some dreams. I want to be author someday and live a comfortable life with someone.

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November 24, 2019

Lonely in ❅journal 2019❅

I feel so lonely I wanna cry my eyes out.

November 21, 2019

Will in ❅journal 2019❅

Its been a fight with Will. He’s told me ive ripped out his heart and shredded it. He’s dying but he won’t let me help. He seems to hate me…

The week’s been okay so far, i guess. Compared to the past month it’s been great. I have another boyfriend, I know I know “wow surprise” I know. The relationship is good, despite me being crazy....

November 20, 2019

HAHAHAHAHAAAHHA in ❅journal 2019❅

sorry I had to laugh. I kinda started hardcore hallucinating but it’s fine. Its fine so fucking fine.

November 20, 2019

Cold again in ❅journal 2019❅

Im freezing becuase no panties and my coats shit. Rip

October 31, 2019

Dear Will in ❅journal 2019❅

We’ve been friends for so long, and you went threw so much pain. I feel so horrible for all the things I now know and the way i treated you. I feel like my anger towards you had been so childish....

This new sub we got is a annoying. She’s one of those old woman who get angered easily and kinda snappy with you. It doesn’t help the freshman in my class are assholes and disobey her every chanc...

October 08, 2019

Have to do this in ❅journal 2019❅

Everything in my body is telling me I have to do this, but also it’s telling me that what I’m doing is wrong. I don’t like manipulating others, I don’t like hurting others. But sometimes you hav...

October 08, 2019

Well Shit in ❅journal 2019❅

The delusions have come back. Welp…

So, my boyfriend and I have fixed everything! I’m so happy, you cannot believe the stress it took off of my already heavy shoulders. There’s some more things though ahhh imma blush. Now I call hi...

I really am at this point (⌐■-■)

September 27, 2019

Who my bf really is in ❅journal 2019❅

I never really talked about him or how we met here, so i guess i should. I met him when i was twelve and he was thirteen tho i thought he was like twenty something at the time and he liked to por...

September 27, 2019

Avoid in ❅journal 2019❅

I’m avoiding him right now, idk. He texted after two days of no contact, no messages, nothing. Afterwards he texted me again but i didn’t see a notification, i just happened to check my dms and s...

September 26, 2019

Darkness in ❅journal 2019❅

I don’t man, I don’t know what to say.

September 25, 2019

I feel really bad in ❅journal 2019❅

I feel really, really bad. So his mom’s been in the hospital (she gets sick a lot) and that’s why he’s been weird. I told him I wanted to take a break and he told me it and that he didn’t want m...

September 24, 2019

Tired 2.0 in ❅journal 2019❅


I’ve been living a kinda two live situation. I have a whole fantasy life that just is starting to feel more real to me now, more alive. I can just sink into it and be happy. I have a group of fr...

September 17, 2019

September 17 in ❅journal 2019❅

Hey diary. I’m sad, the usual kinda just exhausted..nothing to write again.

September 15, 2019

K-12 in ❅journal 2019❅

That movie, that album is iconic and I shall forever cherish Melanie Martinez. I never really liked her music to the point of worship, only knowing/liking her songs Carousel and Dollhouse. Over t...

I can’t find any answers and I’m in tears at this point. Genophobia. It makes sense but it also doesn’t. Every article I found says it’s rape or culture pressure that causes it. I just don’t have...

September 12, 2019

It's just me in ❅journal 2019❅

He’s actively ignoring me now and I feel like crap. Every time, i get my hopes uo and I now I feel stupid I haven’t been able to write in here since I feel so.dumb about my entries I don’t even t...

September 10, 2019

Letter to Alex in ❅journal 2019❅

Dear Alex, I regret agreeing to ever date you last spring. You seemed so strong, so defiant and so cute I couldn’t help but like you. I should have listened to all of our friends who told me it w...

September 10, 2019

Boyfriend 2.0 in ❅journal 2019❅

So we talked and he revealed he’s been super stressed lately and needs time alone to clear his head. I started to cry a bit, because I just feel useless kinda if I can’t be someone he can to when...

September 10, 2019

GOD DAMNIT in ❅journal 2019❅


September 09, 2019

The end. in ❅journal 2019❅

Goodnight, hopefully.

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