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Another day of being ignored by friends. I don’t know why I even try, seriously I cause myself more harm then good. I just gotta continue with me i guess. I could honestly manifest more friends,...

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Now their even sadder and it’s all my fault. I shouldnt have even said anything. I feel bad. And I feel the overwhelming feelings starting where it’s hard to talk and I just want to hide. I’m a b...

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I cant sleep. I’m to wound up about my weight. I’m stressed about it. And I feel bad because my partner felt bad. But I feel ugly now and insecure. I talked to Jason and he was trying to cheer ...

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They are at a sleepover. At first I felt a bit lonely but then I realized the entire time they probably missed me and I felt better.

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My friend talked to me about it. I don’t think a therapist would understand. I’m dirty. Inside and out. It’s like poison and it’s like fat. It’s like a phantom limb were you’re constantly fearful...

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I think I’m finally hitting that weird point that I saw a lot of people hit. It was like people suddenly became really unstable and cold and mean. I keep finding myself thinking…why do I care abo...

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I’m chubby apparently I failed I wasnt.chubby when I was dieting I’m chubby now It’s just a nice way to say fat, obese I felt like vomiting after learning I’m chubby and.im.so angry at myself. ...

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This is quick since I’m tired and sick. I’m in a new relationship but I feel like I’ll ruin it. I’m scared. I’m terrified. I feel ugly. And fat and I dont know what to say or when to. And I keep ...

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I am regretting getting into kpop. They aren’t kidding when they say the market is oversaturated, so many groups are debuting it’s hard to keep track. I naturally like nugu (basically groups who ...

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I dont know what I did wrong this time

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There once was a rabbit, her name was bunny. Bunny was a energetic rabbit who liked making new friends and hanging out with the ones she already had. One day, she met a very fuzzy wolf. This wolf...

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You can save someone’s life and they can still stab you in the back

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It’s a french toast type of morning

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Today I had a bad thought well last night. That Calin, was dating my friend. I dont know where that thought came from but it makes me cry. I cried and I felt like throwing up due to the sheer amo...

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I had soup for breakfast and friends potatoes! I had four chicken nuggets and maybe nine french fries for lunch. I’m full and sicky, but I rested. It was bad today as I found myself arguing with ...

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I’m getting body acne and its terrible

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I hate it.im constantly doubting myself I feel all alone. I’m making Calin a mixtape for his bday and poetry. I feel sad doing it but…I want to be a good…friend and he was cold to me. I felt like...

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It was weeks ago when John tried to be friends again. Everyone was right about him. He just used me. I cried after hating him because it felt like I really wasn’t good enough. We where best frie...

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I’m sick today, I wanna take a shower so bad but I have to do stuff…might as well write today’s entry. 900 youtube subs I’m soooo happy!! Ecstatic really. I’m still alone though, I feel sad bein...

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