HoniBunnyCakey ⋅ 23 ⋅
I'm a pan girl with some issues and some dreams. I want to be author someday and live a comfortable life with someone.
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Sleepover in Journal 2020
They are at a sleepover. At first I felt a bit lonely but then I realized the entire time they probably missed me and I felt better.
Therapy in Journal 2020
My friend talked to me about it. I don’t think a therapist would understand. I’m dirty. Inside and out. It’s like poison and it’s like fat. It’s like a phantom limb were you’re constantly fearful...
Detached in Journal 2020
I think I’m finally hitting that weird point that I saw a lot of people hit. It was like people suddenly became really unstable and cold and mean. I keep finding myself thinking…why do I care abo...
Worse day in Journal 2020
I’m chubby apparently I failed I wasnt.chubby when I was dieting I’m chubby now It’s just a nice way to say fat, obese I felt like vomiting after learning I’m chubby and.im.so angry at myself. ...
Entry in Journal 2020
This is quick since I’m tired and sick. I’m in a new relationship but I feel like I’ll ruin it. I’m scared. I’m terrified. I feel ugly. And fat and I dont know what to say or when to. And I keep ...
Another day, another girl group in Journal 2020
I am regretting getting into kpop. They aren’t kidding when they say the market is oversaturated, so many groups are debuting it’s hard to keep track. I naturally like nugu (basically groups who ...
Repeat in Journal 2020
I dont know what I did wrong this time
Storytime in Journal 2020
There once was a rabbit, her name was bunny. Bunny was a energetic rabbit who liked making new friends and hanging out with the ones she already had. One day, she met a very fuzzy wolf. This wolf...
Disappointment in Journal 2020
You can save someone’s life and they can still stab you in the back
.--. in Journal 2020
It’s a french toast type of morning
Bad thoughts in Journal 2020
Today I had a bad thought well last night. That Calin, was dating my friend. I dont know where that thought came from but it makes me cry. I cried and I felt like throwing up due to the sheer amo...
Sick sick sick in Journal 2020
I had soup for breakfast and friends potatoes! I had four chicken nuggets and maybe nine french fries for lunch. I’m full and sicky, but I rested. It was bad today as I found myself arguing with ...
Acne in Journal 2020
I’m getting body acne and its terrible
Not fair in Journal 2020
I hate it.im constantly doubting myself I feel all alone. I’m making Calin a mixtape for his bday and poetry. I feel sad doing it but…I want to be a good…friend and he was cold to me. I felt like...
Heartbreak in Journal 2020
It was weeks ago when John tried to be friends again. Everyone was right about him. He just used me. I cried after hating him because it felt like I really wasn’t good enough. We where best frie...
Sick in Journal 2020
I’m sick today, I wanna take a shower so bad but I have to do stuff…might as well write today’s entry. 900 youtube subs I’m soooo happy!! Ecstatic really. I’m still alone though, I feel sad bein...
Oven baked grilled cheese in Journal 2020
I’m going to go make that. But anyway, I’ve written 24k words. Nearly a year of planning, a YEAR of waiting, a year. I’m almost there now. I’ve looked and I have nineteen days left. I’m excited, ...
Relaxing days in Journal 2020
Yesterday I watched a video about the last bronycon and I felt nostalgic. I used to be into my little pony from ages 3? Then 8 to 11 and i used to watch all the briny videos. I just liked it and ...
