Scary in Journal 2020
- Sept. 4, 2020, 6:13 a.m.
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My chest hurts really bad.
I don’t want to have sex with Kelly. Or anyone. But then they’ll be upset, I’ve been crying nonstop and my chest hurts so much. I don’t want to lose it, the last pure part of myself ever. It scares me really bad. I almost threw a few times this morning thinking about it.
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Wrennie ⋅ September 04, 2020
Don't do it if you don't feel comfortable with it. In my opinion, it shouldn't feel like a loss... it should feel like you are gaining something. If you feel like you'll be losing something important to you, just keep waiting. Never mind their feelings. Your feelings matter too.