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Hello World, I'm a Dumbass.
Guess what I’ve been doing for the last half an hour? Reading old files on my computer. I knew what I was going to find but I needed to remember who I was then…And I found a file I don’t remember...
If my armor breaks, I'll fuse it back together.
I promised you that I would tell you everything and I promised you that I’d write tonight so here goes… 2017 was an absolutely awful year for me. Like… the worst year of my life bad. I got to the...
November 11th, 2017
We made it. 4 years. I love you so fucking much. I wish I could write more but right now I’m drawing a blank. I love you, I love you, I love you. I’m so happy we made it this far. You’re the ...
I'll keep it to the positive for now.
Today I will work harder so that tomorrow will be a better day. Today I work harder so that tomorrow will be a better day. Today I work harder so that tomorrow will be a better day. Today I will ...
Power in Words
I realized something the other night that I’ve been really wanting to tell everyone but frankly, no one understands the gravity of my words: I CAN WRITE AGAIN. I wrote in my previous entry about ...
I Don't Know About You, but I Hated 22
[Originally from Facebook] As today comes to a close, I have been thinking about this past year and everything that’s happened. 22 was the absolute worst year of my life so far, by a landslide. ...
You are goddamned Deadpool
I know that you’re hurting and I know how weak you feel. I know that you’re tired and it’s been a long and difficult path up until now. I know that things suck and that sometimes you feel like gi...
I hate whining but sometimes it helps...I guess.
Prepare for some woe-is-me bullshit. I had a bad day and I just want to tell someone. I want out of my own head. First a little update. I’m still here. Fall break for school is Monday and Tuesda...
October 2, 2016
Finally on my laptop again with time to type and yet I’m sitting here with nothing to write about that’s come to mind. I want to write but at this point I’m just so stressed out and tired that I ...
April 26, 2013
It’s been 3 years today. I’m tired and I want to cry. I can’t really talk to anyone abut this because frankly boyfriend is the only one who cares and he’s working tonight. No one else really tal...
"Summer" nights.
The weather has been so nice the last few days. It’s such a good feeling. I’m laying here and all the windows are opened. There’s a cool breeze blowing through the window and all I’d need is a li...
Don't you want to stay here a little while?
I haven’t been on my laptop since January and typing on an iPad is really annoying. Boyfriend got it from a family friend but he lets me hold on to it. I’m still here.
Christmas Eve, Eve
I’m trying to make Boyfriend’s present impossible to open…so far I have layers of ducttape on a small box in a bigger box with more tape. I’m doing opposite facing grocery bags now and tying them...
Your guess is as good as mine.
Christmas is in three (technically 2) days and all I can think about is friendships that died out over 3 years ago. I had so many loose ends and burned bridges…but I don’t really know why. Maybe ...
Tmi- December 21, 2015
I had a day from hell. Went out with Mom, Juli, and Gram. Had a freak out in ross because the top of my pad got folded over and I didn’t have another one…because they were supposed to get some ye...
Your hearts too big for your body.
December 20, 2015
I wanted to write last night, so badly it almost hurt. I was stressed to the max and angry. Instead I slept. Such is life
December 18, 2015
I panicked about failing the class today… And we went out to Hibachi Grill for my Grandmother’s birthday… My sister is here and my brother got home yesterday. I think that’s all to really say ton...
Maybe, Someday...
One week until Christmas. 7 days. 13 days left in 2015. This year has flown by. I had so much I wanted to get done this year and of course I accomplished nothing. Let me update you on what I can ...
Prosebox thoughts
I find it amusing that when I write an entry while in a bad mood, I get at least one or two comments, sometimes as many as 10 or 12....but when I make a good, happy, content-with-my-life entry, n...
This is what 63,504,000 seconds feels like ♥
The clock just turned over to 2 am and I find myself in a familiar sense of an emotion I can’t quite grasp. I guess you could call it nostalgia or perhaps overthinking but right now it doesn’t re...
October 30, 2015
Hello. I’m still here. I need to learn to take care of myself better or nothing is ever going to get done. That is all for now.
I'm too tired to give a shit.
I am sick. I am tired. I want to cry my heart out for god knows what reason. I think it’s because I am just so incredibly lonely. I’m 3 or 4 weeks behind in my only college course. My oldest dog ...
You know what? Trying to be a good friend just really isn’t worth it sometimes. Especially when you get belittled, ignored, and swept under the rug when all you’re trying to do is help. It’s bee...
4 Months Later
4 months. It’s been 4 months since I’ve written. Long story short I quit my job back in July. I haven’t found another yet. I’m back in school. Things have changed and life feels good…most days. ...
Book Description
Hello, All.
My name is Emilie. I’ve moved here from Open Diary and hope to be able to use this as a place to talk. I will write about every day things, thoughts, and things like that. I am going to try to write every day to keep a log of what I’ve done each day, but there are no guarantees. I forget sometimes to keep up with diaries (as anyone who knows me from OD can tell you).
I rarely posted anything that was Friends Only on OpenDiary and I don’t particularly plan to on ProseBox. I will if I need to though.
I’m posting an about me entry so If you would like to know about me, go ahead and read it.
