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Book Six: Trying to Hold On 2019

by Park Row Fallout

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December 05, 2019

Need To... Gah

Bugger! Yeah, I know I bitched about this earlier. But I had forgotten that Thanksgiving was just LAST WEEK. Like… ONLY 1 WEEK AGO! WHAT?! Don’t you mean like ONE MONTH AGO?! But… oy. I supp...


December 05, 2019

Effing Hell

Spank my ass and set me on fire. This week has been… interminably busy!! Monday? FULL Court Day then three hours of depositions; stayed at work late. Tuesday? Court Morning then Naked Guy Phone ...


December 04, 2019

Fun Public Entry

Our state got a grant to help with our immense backlog of untested DNA Kits. So the State paid a French-Canadian Internet Company to build a website to track DNA kits throughout the state. I am ...


December 03, 2019

Not Feeling Like an Entry

So yesterday was extremely fucking busy. Today looks to be extremely fucking busy. Tomorrow is going to be extremely fucking busy. Thursday is going to be extremely fucking busy. So… there yo...


December 02, 2019

Briefly

I haven’t much time today as it is a Juvenile Court Day. I’ll read when I can. Martha came home last night and we had a fairly productive discussion. She says that she actually did know this w...


December 01, 2019

Fetlife Introduction

As I am unsure of exactly the best way to navigate this website and my new life; I felt a small introduction would be in order. An ice breaker, if you will. This may be out of order, but I find p...


December 01, 2019

Truer Words, My Friend


November 30, 2019

Late Night Confession

Friday evening, or Saturday morning however you like it… I had trouble sleeping. Just… the usual trouble. The kind of thing that doesn’t really bother me that much. But I realized I was a bit ...


November 29, 2019

This is not time sensitive

Oh my dear dear friends; I write this after consuming sufficient quantities of alcohol and after reading Martha’s “Thanksgiving Note.” She says she loves me. She says she is thankful for all of...


November 28, 2019

HTD USA

Happy Thanksgiving Day to my United States friends! I wrote something last night that is not time sensitive and will be just as true in a few days as it was last night. But I will release that wh...


All right folks, I have to be honest with you: I’ve been absolutely HORRID about reading anything of yours. Ever since the play started, I’ve had less and less time and stopped reading and got b...


November 27, 2019

Yup

Yesterday was really a pretty standard evening in all respects. Left work and went to Therapy. My therapist, methinks, works so much with children that she enjoys the prospect of working with an...


November 26, 2019

Song Survey

Well, I have a long entry HERE that I do care about notes and interactions. But everyone should be rewarded with light and music, so here is a song survey for funsies :) 1: A song you like with ...


November 26, 2019

Sexy Warnings and More

This may be a bit of a long read. Just fair warning. When I came home, I expected the same thing I have encountered when coming home for the past infinity months. I was even grumbling internall...


Warning: This is rambling and disjointed. If I were writing this for an academic paper… it would be more logical. Instead, right now, I’m just playing with ideas. “You deserve to be happy”. It ...


November 25, 2019

Theater of the Bizarre

Let’s take things back to Saturday. Wife is upstairs crying as she is doing book stuff. I am downstairs playing video games trying to power through. Am I going to miss her? Hell yeah. Do I ...


November 24, 2019

The Two Songs

The two songs going through my head today?


November 23, 2019

The Twilight Zone Version

This is the Twilight Zone Version of my life. The normal goings on of my house for many many weeks has been as follows: Chris comes home from work or play practice. Nala freaks out all happy. Wi...


November 23, 2019

It's Done...

… but it has only just begun. I made it to the Couple’s Counselor about 6 minutes before the session was supposed to start. Time for session came and went. Therapist asked if Wife was still in ...


November 22, 2019

As Expected

Talked to my parents. Hard to keep myself from crying… well sobbing. My parents are understanding. At least understanding of my perspective. Confused as hell about Wife’s perspective. Becaus...


November 22, 2019

The Last Day

It is a cold day and I have fibromyalgia. But the truth is, I cannot honestly say with confidence that this body pain that I am feeling throughout my entire body is because of that cold or becau...


November 22, 2019

Therapy and Drinks

So, individual therapy… while my therapist would really LIKE my marriage to succeed; she understands completely. I’ve put up with YEARS of misery and at this point the only reason to stick aroun...


November 21, 2019

Survey, Because Light

You know… this is, of course, the life I signed up for… but while going through troubles and difficulties of your own… it is hard to deal with the troubles and difficulties of others. Which is m...


November 21, 2019

A Little Early

I know that I haven’t even spoken to Wife about my feelings on this yet (I’m waiting until Couple’s Counseling in an attempt to at least address the subject in a healthier/safer environment). So...


November 20, 2019

Pretentiousness FTW

Before I begin… here’s something that should tell you exactly what is going on: I turned on the television. Wife saw Bryce Dallas Howard in Jurassic World and said, “Wow, she looks like ‘Emily!”...


Book Description

This will now be my sixth year writing in Prosebox. I started as a Law Student considering Divorce… and now I’m a Government Attorney who owns a house going to marriage counseling. After 6 consecutive years of “Looking for something new or better” this year, I’m just trying to hold on to what I’ve got. I like my job. I like my community. I like my house. I’m just trying to hold on to all of it and make sure I keep things going.