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Father
December 19th, 1948 - October 25th, 1999 It’s been twenty years today that my dad passed away. I have a lot of animosity towards him but out of all the negativity I do miss him. Especially now. ...
A Friend Said...
You just act like a bitch in heat who’s sniffing around anything that looks at you twice. I’d laugh if that wasn’t true. I’m going to bury my head in the sand and count the seconds till I get o...
Will I Sleep?
Full belly, check. 20 MG melatonin, check. Cold dark room (somewhat warm but whateves), check. Tired, check. Oh who am I kidding, it’s 12:42 PM and I’m wide awake. 1:08 PM Great. Now my boss jus...
Mr. Stark I Don't Feel So Good
I’m not sick but I don’t feel so hot. My body feels weak and lethargic and I personally want to crawl back into bed and sleep the night away. I don’t know what it is but here lately when I do f...
All I Got Is This Blank Stare
When you try to say you’re getting better but your actions are a textbook example… Seems like most things I involve myself in turn to shit. At my doing no less. I really fucked up this time… I’...
-_-
Apparently the new schedule goes up every Thursday. I have to work tonight… Fuck… Update: I talked to my coworker and since there are only two of us we work six days. Other shifts have more pe...
Aye Papi!
Got paid today. 48 hours last week netted me what I made in a month at Chik Fil A. Wow! Tomorrow I’m hitting up Barnes & Nobel for my order then Dreamland BBQ ‘cause I want some ribs slathere...
Failure To Communicate
This morning I learned that there is an actual schedule posted with working hours established. Gee, thanks for telling me first thing! Anyways, instead of 8pm till 6am I’m working 11pm till 7:4...
Oh Ya I'm Tired
1:55 AM. In the car enjoying a smoke on my lunch break. I had another piece of bbq chicken from Saturday night. Still damn good. Honestly I wish I was back home wrapped up on my couch. I’m sle...
First Week
Smokey is warming my lap. The first week at work with by smooth. On Wednesday I finally brought my headphones and rocked out all day while machining. Friday was boring as hell. Had to sit on t...
Warm Feet
I’m laying on the couch with Smokey asleep in my lap and my feet propped up on the heating pad. My tooth hasn’t hurt since yesterday morning!!! First day of work I got a ton of, “welcome backs.”...
Make It Stop: Update
I’m in so much fucking pain. This tooth has got to go! Much later: After two Tylenol, a muscle relaxer and a good brushing it quit hurting. Right side, upper tooth. Makes the whole side of my f...
Send In The Clowns
Well that was a fun day. Drove mom and aunt to a few thrift stores. Got season three of It’s Always Sunny In Philadelphia for $5. Lunch at Red Lobster where I ate my weight in the endless shrim...
Stop It!
I’ve got a cavity and it’s starting to ache. Spent a good bit cleaning off the backyard where a storm did some major damage to one of the trees. Only a little more to clean up but had to come ...
I GOT THE JOB!!!
Title says it all. Don’t know when I’ll start but it’s double what I was making at Chik Fil A with less work. 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎
No Title
At the urging of my friend/ex coworker, I reapplied for the job I had back from December to March. They’re short of help and rehired someone already. I emailed the HR lady and sure enough she s...
Hmm
The hamster running in his exercise wheel that is my brain is on crack. Nightmares Monday. Specifically odd dreams last night. Ugh! Hate it when I’m stressed. Crap like that tends to happen…
Glutonous Behavior & Fishy Friend
Actually not really. I just ate pretty good this weekend. Grilled chicken with corn on the cob and Vermont white cheddar mashed potatoes Friday. Beef stew chock with veggies last night (Sat.) Tac...
Sumbitch!
Insomnia took hold last night and I didn’t fall asleep till after eight AM. Slept pretty much till four. Twas nice. Off today so I ended up grilling some chicken. Drool, so good. Work did try...
R & R
I’d like to go back to bed. That is all.
Late Night
No one wants to talk this late at night. Fuck sleep.
Catacombs After The Nuclear Option
When you step out into the world in the aftermath to view the damage… Laid to waste the landscape… Pick up the broken pieces of life and ponder what went wrong…
Don't Call Us
We might call you. I’m currently sitting in the examination room at my doctor’s office. I called in today so will need a note to return without repercussions. I’ve got a headache and I want to ...
No Sleep Probably
I slept most of the day away so I’m probably not going to tonight. I go to two different temp agencies about a machinist jobs in the morning. I’m hoping hardcore something comes of it. Sick of ...
Crapola
1:52 AM and after two Aleve PM’s I’m no longer tired. Wide awake. Bah! Work was slow the first few hours but made up for it the last hour. I swear, hats off to all the kids that bust their ass...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
