Entries 1,773
Page 4 of 71
Faddah's Day
Mom slipped me a nice crop, clean $100 bill as a “Father’s Day from the cats” gift. Followed up with a gracious thank you for all I’ve done lately. So Naturally I had to go blow most of it. ...
Adult Time
No no, nothing sexy or anything like that. Just my body processing, as I like to call it. I fell asleep after 1 AM (I did not mean to be up that late) and still woke up, with no alarm, at ...
Discharged And Home
She’s soaking in a very hot bath right now. Miscommunication at Windsor House. The nurse who discharged her is usually on nights and had two days before starting days. And she’s never done ...
8:30 AM
Just got back in from work. Told the owner the truth about lying to him, what all is going on and that if he needs to let me go, yadda yadda. I finished with, “But she gets out tomorrow and I ...
The Truth Shall Set You Free
Fuck it, when I see the owner tomorrow I’ll tell him the truth. I’ll even state that I understand if he wants to let me go. 🤷♂️ Too much has happened in the last two weeks that are out o...
6:44 AM
In what little sleep I did get it was filled with nightmares the dead and funerals. I called out, I KNOW! I KNOW! I’m on my probationary period. I just don’t want to face the world today....
Lily Licks Elbows
Lily, my tuxedo kitty, loves licking my elbows. No clue why. She’ll bite them, too. 🤷♂️ Mom should be getting released from Windsor House on Friday. She has physical therapy everyday. Good! ...
FUMB
Middle brother gave mom shit about me going back to work. This is the same middle brother that gave me shit for being out of work. Fuck you, dude! You narcissistic prick. Just because I ha...
So Much Chaos...
Everything is coming to a head. I want off this ride called Last fe. Blah.... it’s like…fuck I don’t know how much longer later I started writing this. So instead of multiple texts here… ...
Just Another Day In My Chaos
I was on the go for thirteen hours straight when I finally sat down for my sixth day of a #8 from KFC. United Healthcare Free Luigi! Huntsville Hospital got her infection taken care of, oxy...
What A Day
I took off early from work to pay a visit to the hospital with a mission. Mom soiled herself and the nurses ignored her pleas for assistance the the restroom. Ohhh I was angry. I spoke with t...
Easy Peasy
I worked harder for five minutes on my lawn than I did the entire eight hour shift at my new job. The guys I’m immediately around are pretty cool. One’s a gamer, other’s is a guitarist. S...
Pretty Exhausted
Finished 💯 on the plot in the backyard. Moved all the rocks to the back porch, dumped grass clippings over the dirt, walked back and forth over it to tramp it down then ran over it all with the...
Off To The ER
Mom fell. I could not get her back up and called an ambulance for a non emergency. After checking her vitals the EMTs said it’d be best to go to the hospital. Imma get dressed and head that way...
Nine Days Total
May 23rd to May 31. https://photos.app.goo.gl/7WTAKBTGgvYuRbsJ6 I feel like a doofus for not knowing I could have a whole album. There’s all the progress. Just need to find something to do...
Schtuff
Turned out to be a really beautiful day after a quick morning shower. I got up a little before seven and started my outdoor work around noonish. Finally managed to get at a major root that s...
Look At That!
Woke up to an Indeed message from the owner of the company. He forgot to get my number, gave me his and said to call him. I start Monday.
The Interview
I got lost twice on the way there. First time I turned down wrong street completely. When I righted my mistake I went the original route. Mistake two. They moved. Granted it was down the stre...
Wednesday
The interview went well. So, me having a good day, it has to turn to shit, right? An argument between mom and I ensued when I got home.
I Apologize For Nothing!
Hedonism Bot rulez! Just like yesterday, I sat around and did nothing but read today. More storms, more rain, no out door work. Perfect time for lazing about. I’ve got an interview at 2 PM t...
Memorial Day
In a weird twist of me not paying full attention at what I grabbed at the library I ended up reading a few military graphic novels. Terminal Lance The White Donkey by Maximilian Uriarte was v...
Stinky Peats! (Update)
Smokey was just sniffing my big toe. 🤣 Did nothing yesterday (extra, like yard work) and chilled. Today I did some of the same but after I finished my book I spent a good half hour digging up...
Just Add Hot Water
Started with this. https://photos.app.goo.gl/j8zo81LGmrNHBPkN7 Then this. https://photos.app.goo.gl/dUdhKobDbsoCzAAL8 Then I trimmed all the branches and chainsawed them down. https://photo...
Oh C'mon!
Started on the other tree around the backyard. https://photos.app.goo.gl/fxKDcRZxGVJbJWx9A Turns out a bunch of vines had sort of woven themselves in that giant mass so I ended up dragging t...
Boot Scootin' Boogie
My hands are feeling tons better but now the arthritic foot aches. Is it the oncoming storm or shuffling around Kroger in flipflops waiting on mom? Who knows. Lawd, I reread that that last ...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
