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oh right so before the show on thurs. we had dinner at a place by the um theatre. so our 2nd day. we went to the johnny cash museum and somewhere else maybe the library. the museum was cool i lik...


for those who don’t know i love Patsy Cline. her music is just so comfortable. warm. approachable. hugs. earth. [although i’ve personally never met the woman. no that was before my time.]. and he...


April 02, 2018

so, apparently.

PB is back. or something. after having all my books emailed to me from this site........ not. actual books you understand. and then backing up my entries some of them in another blog I have just...


March 27, 2018

oh yeah. my twitter.

i forgot to give yall my twitter: @soulfullyinclined and my LJ which i don’t update that frequently is AnneBee6. i created that one forever ago. The profile pic should be a gold bird and a blue c...


um yeah just got the news. It’s not really something a lot of people offline would understand ya know? that ‘oh my fave blog site is closing down’. [well idinno about the rest of you but it’s cer...


March 26, 2018

10 wks.

it’s been 10 wks. since i sustained my concussion. 2 months/2 wks. 2.5 months.


March 26, 2018

Withdrawl. Day 3.

this again is from yesterday. morning. well right now i’m cold. 6:30 a.m. atm. and a bit twitchy. i still feel sick. [yes again. bc i am.]. um. so last night i was more twitchy. i hate that the t...


March 25, 2018

i never went to AA.

from earlier: right so as put. i never went to AA. meetings. or rehab. in fact most people don’t know or think i’m an alcoholic. well i am. a nonpracticing one but i go through withdrawls so. i h...


March 24, 2018

about 5 mins. ago........

about 5 mins. ago. I had some of something that wasn’t um alcohol. i’m not proud of it but i feel better. well i feel calmer cause giving in just feels so.......damn.......good. omygod. i couldn...


March 24, 2018

Withdrawl. Day 3.

alrite here we go. well actually it started an hr. ago. actually almost 3 hrs. ago as it’s 1:50 a.m. atm.


March 24, 2018

hey I'm back. Withdrawl.

hey i’m back? [you, went somewhere?] actually yes yes I did. i was at my mom’s Wed. - yesterday but i don’t usually um blog. on..........Thurs. nights or Fri. mornings so. and it’s now 10:50 Fri....


March 21, 2018

Movement problems. TBI.

from. yesterday: So. As of late.ly the biggest um.... symptom I’m having problems w/ in regards to the TBI. is the movement of others. it throws me off my equlibrium. I can’t deal w/ movement tha...


from yesterday: my left hand is a lot less strong then it used to be. due to the TBI. which is sad i feel like i’m 80. and i’m. quite a bit younger then that. i can still do things w/ it. other t...


this is actually from. yesterday: btw i’m tired and i make even less sense then usual when i’m um. tired. so earlier.......i’m not sure if i was actually sleep or if like. i passed out for some a...


March 21, 2018

so. I have a cavity. *TW*

actually I have 2. which means I went to the dentist today. yeah I’m not proud of it either. [the cavity part not. the other part.]. Um. the good news. if someone wants to see it. is. 1: it’s not...


right. so as put. you know you’re growing up when......you decide to go see a movie w/ your dad & your sister.


March 20, 2018

I am the woman/I'm

I am the woman. I am the woman. who was raped. I am the woman. who was sexually harassed. I am the woman. who was sexually assaulted. I am the woman.


well and by ‘people’ i mean the lady. this is what she usually asks me [also sometimes she’ll ask me how i’m doing ‘today’ which is weird. to me when someone asks ‘how are you doing’ that’s in ge...


March 19, 2018

9 wks.

it’s been 9 wks. since i sustained my first concussion. and 3 wks. since the other one. 2 months/1 wk.


March 19, 2018

he didn't have an excuse.

so like i said. my ex threatened me he insulted me he verbally abused me. all while sober. twice while at my apt. [the threat and the verbal.]. where he never drank. he didn’t even have an excuse...


March 18, 2018

sleep.

yeah i love it. so usually. well up untill lately i was a right side sleeper. meaning. i’d start off on my .........right.......side then go to my left then to my right again. i fell asleep faste...


yeah i’m kindof. an odd person. so for the longest time when i’d do my laundry i’d only wash my sheet. but ya know. i was thinking about it........at times i seperate things by material. or if i ...


i don’t understand the things i do....... it’s, from a song. um. i’m not sure, if i’ve mentioned this or not but. some time ago recently my mom told me that valerie had told her about the red t...


March 16, 2018

technology right?

yes right. so um the other wk. i. ...... well my comp. charger stopped working for a minute there. and the lamp somehow turned itself for a few mins. that was weird. so my printer. well actuall...


March 15, 2018

drinking.

so last wk. i drank at my mom’s. well at night. a little. bc i was put out by something and either i don’t remember what it was or i don’t want to talk about it more b. a bit of this glass bottle...


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