Random Public Stuffs

by DevilishlyInnocent

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December 31, 2018

In My PJs

This ia the first year in over a decade that I haven’t gone out. I had plans, but they were cancelled by the other person. So now, it’s eating me up a bit because I should’ve known better. I do...

December 18, 2018

Current Mood

December 08, 2018

Females Are Psycho

I am not sure why, but I thought of one of Drew’s ex-girlfriends. Her name was Tracy and holy fuckballs, was she beyond a stage-5 clinger. Much to many a typical female reaction, Tracy wasn’t ha...

November 24, 2018

Covers for "Rise"

Been digging these lately. Maybe its because they seem to be the same thought, just different moods.

November 15, 2018


Its 0119 as I begin this entry. “Hitman” is on the TV as I am going on day two of high-level pain. I try to keep my pain to myself as its a topic people throw around so easy. I understand that...

My uncle Matt died today. It’s currently 2330 hrs here. It’s a little past 12 hours since he was taken by a heart attack. I had to steady myself. I sobbed a bit when I found out. He was my “...

October 28, 2018

Pissing EVERYONE Off

I worked Mental Health. I am a Peer Support individual. I have been diagnosed with Bipolar I, PTSD, and other shit that I didn’t pay attention to, because I was NOT going to be defined by my d...

October 18, 2018

14 More Days

I am getting really excited for NoJoMo 2018! I have been checking out the prompts every other day, trying to think about the experiences I would share, what I would write about. I feel like I ha...

“…a whisper and a scream…“ I have been stuck on a couple songs lately. This one seems to be the current mood.

October 08, 2018

Excited For NoJoMo

I know it’s only the 8th of October and we are in OctPhoMo, but there is something special about NoJoMo for me. So, I got the list drawn up, and here it is. November Journal Month I can’t wait t...

October 04, 2018

State Of Mind

I feel like the zoo has gotten bigger. I see the new additions and I am in awe. There are people who have enclosed themselves willingly. These are people who had dreams they wanted to achieve....

October 04, 2018

Long-Ass Random Survey

Do you have any regrets? No. I know that people will say that I’m lying. However, with where I am…who I am, at this moment…I would not change a thing. I can’t change other people, so there is ...

September 29, 2018


Huskers are 0-3. Playing Purdue today… I am hoping we at least get on the board. We got fucking slaughtered by the Wolverines last week. My Wings didn’t do great against the Leafs last night. ...

September 25, 2018

I, Hypocrite

(Sighs. Rubs temples. Pinches bridge of nose.) I don’t know how many times I have flat-out told people that I’m the world’s biggest hypocrite in the emotional realm. In talking about emotions...

September 24, 2018

"Have you ever..." Survey

1. Have you ever TP’d someone’s house? A bush, when I was 8-ish. Not a house. My parents would’ve snatched me up. 2. Have you ever stolen anything? A pack of gum when I was 6 I guess. My mom ...

September 23, 2018

Ass Kicked This Saturday

This weekend, my Huskers were slated to lose against the Wolverines. I know the Huskers are trying to rebuild and they think with Frost as the coach, it will be even better since he used to play...

September 23, 2018

Follow-up Friends First

(Walks into the kitchen to grab a fresh glass of water, then giggling as I read the comments on my previous entry.) BFF: What’s funny? Me: I wrote an entry about you being a priority over men I h...

September 22, 2018

Friends Before Relationships

I finally perused my Fakebook again and found a couple of highly controversial posts. When I say that, I don’t mean the bullshit politics or headliners in media. I mean those questions that no o...

August 31, 2018

More Survey Swiping

Four names I go by: 1. Georgie 2. George 3. Sweetie (This is used A LOT.) 4. Hon Four places I’ve lived: 1. Winnebago, NE 2. Sioux City, IA 3. Ft. Madison, IA 4. Etobicoke, Ontario Four favorite ...

August 30, 2018


Swiped from Park Row Fallout. How did you decide your Prosebox name? I came over from OD so this name has followed me. While I had my free subscription, I wrote an entry to keep my name there as...

August 26, 2018

Swiped Survey

How old will you be in five years? As of today, 43. Physically, anyway. Mentally, one never knows. How tall are you? 5’ 5” without shoes. What are you looking forward to most in the next six ...

August 18, 2018

Thank You To....

Ambient Stars for introducing me to these peeps. Even though it was a loooong tine ago. Not sure why, but this song kind of hit the feels today.

August 17, 2018


”I need your help I can’t fight this forever…“ I have been fighting off those horrid thoughts again. The familiar burning of my skin is distracting. I have been trying to keep myself busy but...

August 16, 2018

All Over

My brain wants to shut down. I jusy want to sleep. Larry is being weird. I don’t want to get involved again, and I am finally getting over him. I will always love him, but that life I wanted s...

My MRI was rough. They had me situated in an odd position for 20 minutes. The brace was hurting my shoulders and the solid table I had to lay on was not good for my back. I will say the techs ...

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Just random stuff that doesn’t fit anywhere else that I don’t mind people seeing.