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I used to do this over at Open Diary. So, I’m excited to take part in this. For anyone else who is thinking about taking this challenge can find the diary here: January Video Month I have been ...


December 16, 2017

Thoughts in Random Public Stuffs

First of all, those who do the “Mo’s“, here is another challenge: JaVidMo I’ve been having some weird thoughts lately. Considering the state of the world, watching how it affects various people…...


December 15, 2017

On Trainwrecks in Random Public Stuffs

I have often said, ”Its like a trainwreck. I just can’t look away.” This is often in relation to people. For some reason, I am just flat-out annoyed with some people. I will defend to the death...


November 03, 2017

People in Random Public Stuffs

I have been reading random entries on the main page and some people make me smile and laugh. Those are the types of people I need more of in my life. Then there are those that are monotonous. A...


October 28, 2017

NoJoMo Diary in Random Public Stuffs

The new diary can be found HERE. Hopefully we get a good turnout, but I know that it’s the first year back. I have another PBer helping with making banners for the page for those who enjoy it, a...


October 28, 2017

Detachment Con't in Therapy Work

2. How do you feel about detaching from that person or problem? What might happen if you detach? Will that probably happen anyway? How as staying “attached” - worrying, obsessing, trying to con...


October 28, 2017

Big Decision in Random Public Stuffs

It started off as two nights in a nice hotel with a pool and breakfast. We were supposed to go to the military hockey game in honor of my father. We would eat at a decent restaurant that we cou...


October 26, 2017

The "C" Word in Therapy Work

Had my cancer pap today. Cervix looks good. However when she started taking samples, I started to bleed. Bloodwork came back with a high count. I now have an ultrasound on the 7th of November. ...


October 24, 2017

Brick Wall in Therapy Work

I have been re-reading this chapter and seem to be stuck on the activities. I did the first question, but I feel like its a neverending question. Each day something new pops up and I find the e...


October 20, 2017

Ch. 5 Detachment Con't in Therapy Work

1. Is there a problem or person in your life that you are excessively worried about? Write about that person or problem. Write as much as you need to write to get it out of your system. When you ...


October 17, 2017

9 More Days in Therapy Work

Then I head to my Dad’s estate hearing. I am not looking forward to it. In fact, the large amount of pain surging through my body along with high levels of stress are what is keeping me awake. ...


1. Is there a problem or person in your life that you are excessively worried about? Write about that person or problem. Write as much as you need to write to get it out of your system. When y...


October 13, 2017

NoJoMo 2017 in Random Public Stuffs

I have been working on prompts for this year. The official PB hasn’t updated as of yet, and it wasn’t there last year. There have been a few other writers who have come up with their own lists,...


I will copy what is written then add my own insight and experiences. There is a lot to write, but I am only going to write what is pertinent as there are little tidbits and trivia. The firstbor...


October 07, 2017

Slipping in Therapy Work

This isn’t book work, but it is pertinent to the work I am doing. I recently got entangled with my state with the help I am getting and freaked out because my meds have changed up and such. So, ...


September 30, 2017

End Part One Thoughts in Therapy Work

I forgot the second question, but I feel it’s worthy of it’s own entry. How do you feel about changing yourself? What do you think would happen if you began to change? Do you think you can chan...


September 30, 2017

Book Work Ch. 4 in Therapy Work

1. Go through the checklist in this chapter. Write down the items that apply to you. Care-taking issues. -Feel anxiety when there is a problem. -Feel angry when help isn’t effective. -Anticipate...


September 30, 2017

Book Work Ch. 3 in Therapy Work

1. How would you define “codependency”? The way I look at it is codependency suggests an unhealthy overreaction to the circumstances, along with the codependent’s own self-destructive behaviors s...


September 30, 2017

Book Work in Therapy Work

Apparently, my therapist thinks I’m “codependent”. Well, reading the book, I can see that. I had the ignorant notion of, ”Codependency is when someone is married/in a relationship with say, an ...


September 30, 2017

History And Necessity in Therapy Work

I am 37 years old. I have three children, am twice divorced, and I have been diagnosed with Bipolar I, General Anxiety Disorder, and PTSD. I am also a recovering cutter. After intensive therapy...


I have been reading about how everyone is trembling like a chihuahua at the thought of OD coming back. Don’t get me wrong, that place is how I found many people that I love and have visited. But...


September 06, 2017

Swiped Survey in Random Public Stuffs

Five ways to win my heart: 1. Honesty in all arenas. 2. Loyalty. 3. Challenge me. 4. Forget small talk....be real. 5. Surprise me. Some things I feel strongly about: 1. Being honest. Do not be s...


September 05, 2017

Baggage in Random Public Stuffs

While sitting on the toilet, I started unfollowing people and removing them from my list. Its actually a relief. Both ways. My pain meds make me constipated. I have been drinking a ton of wat...


Mercury Retrograde will be August 12 - September 5, 2017 From earth-sign Virgo, ends in fire-sign Leo It could be a really challenging one! During August 2017, Mercury Retrogrades in the house of...


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