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I have so much that I need to restructure now that I have this full-time position. It’s a problem that I’m glad to have. I’ve barely done any exercise in over a week. My back is absolutely killin...

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I finally went to the gym. It was just to pick up my card. I used the self serve machine so I didn’t actually even go into the gym. There is a weird gate situation. I tried to workout a bit at h...

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What do women want? I once had a teacher ask every boy in the classroom that. He went around the room and we all gave snide answers. I don’t even remember what mine was. High school was 84 years ...

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My roommate started unplugging the coffee maker again which is only a minor inconvenience to me as I only use it to look at the time. She isn’t trying to save on the electrical bill, she does not...

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Today was not a good one. Well, at least not the best one. Thank god it’s Friday! I’m already drinking my wine. I took the day in stride even though there were a lot of challenges. I did everythi...

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I surrendered to the tiredness and let myself fall asleep after my shift today. I feel great but now I’ll be up late and be tired at work tomorrow. I’ll live. Is this retrograde season really af...

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I am so tired it hurts. I refuse to nap after my shifts because that will create a cycle of being tired at work. I would rather have energy there. I’m not used to these work hours yet. I am tryin...

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Today was my second day at my new workplace. I’m really starting to see how vastly different the culture is between stores. “We’re more relaxed here.” That is what they all say. That’s soft speak...

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Monday poisoning anyone? Feels like Mercury really is stationing retrograde. I had my first shift at the location by my place today. It didn’t go smoothly, naturally. It went well though. Just ev...

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I’m feeling irritable today. I’m only human and I don’t need to overthink it… but I will! I must have thought that the elevated state of being I was in was going to last forever. I feel judgement...

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The astrology award for the biggest Venus Retrograde moment might go to my family. My cousin went through Ancestry to look for his biological father and found our long-lost uncle that our grandmo...

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It’s not worth it to polarize with people unless there is an audience. You will never sway the person you are interacting with but you may influence somebody who is witnessing it. I try to be tac...

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I feel like I have burnout but I haven’t done anything to bring that upon myself. Yesterday was bittersweet. I got to say goodbye to my team at work. I gave out a lot of hugs. My supervisor hugg...

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I told people at work today that I am transferring to a different location full-time. Everybody I spoke to had mixed feelings. They were so happy and relieved for me but very sad to see me go. I ...

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I got a call today that I wasn’t anticipating. I got that full time position I wanted. It’s for the same company but at the location by my place. It’s walking distance. It’s such a relief. She as...

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Sometimes I wish I could fall asleep thinking about normal things. I wasn’t tossing and tortured until dawn or anything but I was thinking about the gnostic gospels I read. Wondering about the hi...

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I only feel 60% regret over my new look. I seem to always forget why I go months without a haircut. If not years after that one time I got so fed up so I grew it out. Way out. Halfway down my spi...

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I got a lot of nerve today. I had the cheek, the nerve, the audacity, the gull and the gumption to dye my hair. I bought boxed dye, the colour is espresso. It’s close enough to my natural colour....

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I just got numb to that good feeling that fueled me for a few weeks. It didn’t go away! Which is all that matters, I suppose. What was that? I still don’t know. I was just vibing high. Only two t...

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I did end up splurging in celebration of acquiring a second job. I did buy a massive plant for the apartment. I also found that upholstery pouf I passed up. There were a couple of things on clear...

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Well split my #@$% and call me Caitlyn I got one of the two jobs I applied for. I’m manifesting again. The one that stood out was me thinking about Susanna training me today to do something new....

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I feel like writing again. Sue me. I had to come back to this paradigm we call reality and interact with it. I felt so light and fluffy last week and I don’t want to lose that with the low vibes ...

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Yesterday, Alex and Bruce invited me to St. Laurent for the day. I extended the invitation to Toni because we were planning on heading to a beach anyway. Bruce’s family was there, Vicki and Bola ...

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Is my anxiety and depression gone? Should I be putting out a missing persons report? I don’t know what I’m doing right. It’s only been getting better. I don’t feel my body’s dead weight. My heart...

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I had to call the police on my neighbour. This was not on my agenda for today. The plan was to nap, shower, and then go to that job interview. I had to skip the shower. I woke up to a banging at ...

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