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My brother in law is returning home in a day or two. The government in Ontario has made some decisions that are forcing a lockdown situation so he has to come home. When he does return we will al...

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If anybody is interested https://ww2.onecommune.com/ is offering a free 14-day trial on their classes. The Russel Brand one on Recovery changed me forever. I’ll probably browse around for more si...

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I did not sleep well last night. My mind was just racing and I couldn’t make it stop. I woke up several times just to overthink some more. I learned yesterday how COVID-19 is not the flu and it d...

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I’m starting to develop cabin fever. I miss going out. So I received an e-mail from the grocery store that I go to that explained that they now have an outbreak of COVID-19 among their employees....

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South Korea is using metadata and credit card info to trace where COVID-19 patients have been to help their efforts in this battle against this plague we created. Of course, we have annoying priv...

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Plot twist. I’m out here trying to find work and then my roommates express to me that they don’t want me to work right now with this threat of COVID-19. They have kids! Valid point! But like, how...

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This morning before I got out of bed I randomly remembered how my nervous breakdowns felt. How my body felt when I experienced myself spiralling out of control. Then I started to experience that ...

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This chaos comes with gifts. I’m looking at this as one giant awakening. We have an opportunity to stop and look at our ways of life. People say that they want things to go back to normal? Normal...

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Keeping Things Whole In a field I am the absence of field. This is always the case. Wherever I am I am what is missing. When I walk I part the air and always the air moves in to fill the spaces w...

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Someone tried breaking into our garage last night. My sister apparently tried waking me up but failed miserably. The garage is crazy old and falling apart and they didn’t find anything worth taki...

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I have an infection in my mouth from when I bit my tongue a few days ago. My throat burns, my nasal cavities feel like they just inhaled a strong astringent (or cocaine not that I would know), my...

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My nerves were shot this morning. I struggled with my depression all weekend which I should have seen coming as this happens after I experience high anxiety. What triggered that spike in anxiety ...

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I’m really struggling with my depression today. It started yesterday actually and I can’t seem to shake it. I’m not thinking anything but I’m just feeling everything instead. If that makes sense?...

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I finally heard from Hetal. She’s been stuck in India. She went to visit her husband and then the Coronapocalypse happened and now she’s stuck there. She’s in good health. Her mental state is not...

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I went to collect my check yesterday and a few people started to cry because they missed me so much. It was weird. I don’t feel too attached to that place. Apparently everybody keeps talking abou...

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I didn’t end up atomplishing anything yesterday. I was just so tired that I even passed out for a huge chunk of the day. That was probably my third nap since I went vegan. I miss naps so much. Ev...

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Come evening yesterday my mother was suddenly relieved that all of her kids were laid off and not exposed to COVID-19. Either she was neurotic yesterday or started drinking early. I was kept up f...

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My sister spoke with my mother this morning and my mother ended up in tears over the phone. She’s so freaked out and worried about her children. None of us are able to source income at the moment...

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Last night my sister was informed that her husband was given the option to return home from work and be laid off and forced into self-isolation or he can stay in Ontario and continue working for ...

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Well, it happened. Due to this pandemic the company had decided to let go of 75% of its staff. They made that decision at 3am this morning. I did not make the cut. I suspected it the moment I wal...

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Ever just wake up and do 50 Crossfit burpees all before 6am? I think I’m a masochist. Anyway, something weird and funny happened at work yesterday that I forgot to bring up. I can’t remember what...

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I had a fun day at work. I like the way things are going but I don’t trust the way things are going because they are going too good and I’m just trying not to feel like everything is just going t...

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The tightness in my chest and the sore throat was due to my Sensi. I tried a hand cream that Bev gave me and it was way too fragrant and I noticed that my chest got tighter and such immediately s...

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I’m trying not to get worked up but it suddenly feels like needles in my throat a little bit when I swallow and I’m starting to develop a cough. I don’t even know where to get tested for COVID-19...

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I’m tempted to call in sick again. I did not sleep well. I had some serious IBS that hurt so badly that I almost had a panic attack. The vegan cheese I bought and used yesterday had the may conta...

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