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February 04, 2015

Talk in Him

He called me today. I sent a text to ask for prayers for gbaby and he misunderstood something in my text so he called. Hadn’t heard his voice since that day. It was warm to hear it… We had great ...


February 04, 2015

Crisis Averted (Hopefully) in meh...

My grandbaby has asthma, I guess. I say that because I’m still not willing to accept that he has it. Well, he was having some breathing issues this morning. Like using his whole body to breathe. ...


February 04, 2015

Next Hurdle in School Chronicles

So when I first started this thing, I had no clue what I was doing. Apparently I still don’t. I got a call from the guy that looks and smells great like EVERY time I see him which I’m sure he’s ...


February 03, 2015

I Thought About You in Him

I thought about you last night I think about you most days and nights Eventually, I will stop for now, you have me


So I’m going on week three, right. So yesterday was the first day I was able to look at my inbox in my university email. Upon looking at the university email inbox, I see 3 emails from the bursar...


January 29, 2015

I Remember... in meh...

I was 16. I was seeing an older guy. Our relationship was good. He was grown. I was mature. He taught me some stuff. We talked. We had a good time together. I remember that night we were chilling...


January 27, 2015

A Letter Short & Brief in meh...

::ahem:: Dear IRS Lady: I want you to know that I have followed every direction because I’m not a person that doesn’t try to figure things out for myself. I came to you as a last resort which is ...


January 26, 2015

It's A Start in Him

…maybe it should stop. We’ve been briefly texting. I still haven’t heard his voice. I reached out and said, “waves” He said hello. We then started in with the memes. My meme on Saturday to him el...


January 26, 2015

Under Pressure 2 in meh...

In addition to self inflicted stress about school, I also find that I’m isolated a bit. I’ve already noted the feelings of isolation, but they’ve been more prevelent especially when I get bored. ...


January 26, 2015

Under Pressure in School Chronicles

…and I’m not really under pressure. I’m putting myself under pressure somehow and I feel it. I put studying on myself when it kind of seems I don’t need to. Tests will be open book, we will have ...


I do believe in one of my other books I detailed that I was accepted at a university to pursue studies in the paralegal field. I took charge, enrolled and I didn’t have an average finish to my hi...


January 15, 2015

Siblings in meh...

The way I hear it, from my dad I am one of 12 children my father has. There are only two sets of us that my dad had two children with. My big brother and I and my baby brother & baby sister. ...


January 14, 2015

I Thought About It in meh...

There is always one in the bunch that likes to try me. I’ve been trying not to dwell too much on an intruder into my space on yesterdays entry. My words were taken out of context and misused, mis...


I’m bored. I’m lonely. I’m kind of helpless. I’m preoccupied with aging and death. The preoccupied with aging and death thing. I’ve been on this morbid trip once before. With death being in our f...


January 10, 2015

Meh...Just Meh... in meh...

I am feeling totally lazy today. I don’t even know if I can call it lazy. Maybe it is. It’s cold out. The sun is shining. Maybe I need the sun shining in my life. But I like the dark better so th...


January 06, 2015

...And Just Like That... in Him

(phone in hand, starts to ring; it’s Him; looks at the phone until it stops; waits to see if voicemail is left/no voicemail) (plugs in ears/redials after 10 mins/answers immediately) Him: Hello? ...


January 06, 2015

I'm Hungry & Other Things in meh...

I have a taste for some mexican food. It can be authentic, it can be not so authentic, but I would really like some southwest, mexican something on my palate right now. I remember once I mixed th...


My journey as far as love goes, is not based on daddy issues. It’s based on just wanting to be loved and accepted period. I’ve been tainted by my environment and family that if I’m not a certain ...


January 02, 2015

2015 in meh...

Once upon a time, I used to hang on the superstition that however you bring in the new year, that’s how your year will be. I don’t know if it was by design or if it’s true, or if I just sabotaged...


January 02, 2015

"And so I write this letter..." in Him

I’ve been debating whether or not to have this conversation with you via getting it started in a text or by email (like when we “broke up” the first time-ha) or during our next face to face, to w...


Feeling like a chump for being at work during the holidays. I’ve been feeling also like I’m extremely responsible and I don’t want to be right now. I’ve been carrying around a concern for my gran...


December 26, 2014

After All Is Said & Done in meh...

Kind of a ominous title, but it means nothing. I’m at work, my son is watching his nephew, aka my grandson. I guess I will have him the rest of the weekend. Had a rough start this morning. I mean...


December 23, 2014

It's Been A While in meh...

It’s been many years that under my “tree” there were plenty of gifts. The only ones for me are from co-workers. I mean, I may get $20 from my mom or $60 from my dad, but otherwise, I’ve gotten u...


December 19, 2014

It's Always Like This in Him

He’s not here. It’s been a while since I’ve heard from him and then I’m okay with our seperation. I don’t pine for him. I don’t long for him. It’s just long enough for him to be out of my system....


December 19, 2014

Nothing But The Devil in meh...

Last night I went to the place where I would be attending classes to register for school. I chose to start earlier because there are classes I need to take sequentially that I would miss out on. ...


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