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Is there anything I feel guilty about? In the grand scheme of things I don’t think I have anything to be guilty of, but in the past there were things I had said and done that I felt guilty about,...

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The biggest lie I ever told was.....this is hard, I am not a big liar so I will just say a few smaller ones. 1. When I was younger I left the house to hang out with my friend next door and we we...

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Dear ____, it weighs on me that I never told you . . . Dear Zach, it weighs on me that I never told you how much you hurt me when you never acknowledged the package I sent you before you were shi...

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Top 5 goals of mine the first 3 are completely realistic, the last 2 are more dreams of mine lol. Get healthy, be happy and love myself See all 50 states by the time I am 50 Get out of debt Writ...

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People I admire…my deceased grandmothers they were truly hard working, devoted, faith filled women who taught me to have good morals and values and who always showed me they loved me. My decease...

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Things I’ve done that I never thought I could/would do…at the age of 15 lived with a family in Germany for 3 weeks that I had never met as an exchange student. Only when having had 2 years of hi...

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Mom was discharged from the nursing home/rehabilitation place today. She’s staying in my grandma’s old house until she can do the stairs at hers and dads house. So happy she keeps getting better....

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So I’ve never done the challenge for November but am going to try. Favorite places I’ve been I believe is today and I would have to say everywhere. I love traveling, I first left the country at 1...

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So my life has been a series of bumps lately, but this weekend I was able to get away over night to visit one of my dearest friends and it just gave me clarity and peace. We met years ago as we ...

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Please read my actual entry with lots of words prior to this one, but here are my two newest paintings.

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So where to start...... second chance Matt is no more. He would go for long amounts of time and not contact me and then tell me he missed me. He told me he wanted to be engaged in a year and so ...

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I didn’t think it was possible to cry anymore after Saturday morning, but I was wrong. Do I have a sign on me that says lie to me, hurt me, break me? Another person who I was close too or thought...

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I’ll never understand

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You ever just get hit with a wave of misery and despair? That’s what happened to me this morning and I can’t stop crying. I feel like the weight of the world is pressing down on me so hard that...

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Well my lovely readers I have so much to say so I will update in paragraphs. MOM: She came home from the hospital last Wednesday and is in a personal care home on the same street as where I live...

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I am sitting here tears running down my face, I think all the stress of the past months has caught up to me. This morning I had an email from Matt, Matt was the last guy who I had been talking t...

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She made it through and went to recovery at 1 AM. I had to leave about 12 so I could get home ( I was an hour away) to get some sleep, my dad called me just as I was getting home saying she was ...

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Mom wasn’t taken for surgery until 5:30 tonight. It’s now 9:56. She is still in, we just found out it was closer to 8 when they started. So far it’s going well. I’m going to have to go soon. I ha...

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Mom is finally having surgery tomorrow morning. Please if you can say a prayer for her that everything goes well. She’s been in so much pain the last few months and will have a long recovery peri...

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I am surrounded by wonderful people and one of them is the reason I am sitting in bed typing this entry. An “anonymous” friend gifted me with a windows surface. If you don’t know what that is, it...

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I just found out a friend and class mate passed away today she was 34 soon to be 35. I graduated from high school in 1998 and this is the 7th classmate we have lost that we know about. We had ov...

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My mom is in the ER for the 5th time this month. She can’t handle the pain that her back is causing her and her surgery has been canceled for Tuesday because of some irregularity in her EKG. Pl...

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The past few weeks have been insane. First off my grandfather was in the hospital because he was bleeding from his colon and they couldn’t find the source and they still don’t know what caused i...

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I know I need to do a proper update, but this comes first. I dreamt last night that I was out with my friends and we were painting the town red and we all got tattoos and I hated mine and wished...

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This picture is from my recent vacation to Atlantic City. My friend chartered a private sailboat for us and we were out in the bay as the sunset, it was phenomenal.

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