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Brisbane, Queensland, Australia. Ex country kid, on the outskirts of Outback. 6'3, gay, introvert, spontaneous Sagittarius (Orpheus actually). I need an outlet for my life, and this is it :) If you'd like to be added to Friends Only, a) don't be a prude, and b) please let me know :) Insta : mattpfeffer1 Snap: luvncraze Facebook: Matt Pfeffer

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Today I did an impromptu trip to Toowoomba and back on the bus.  I wasn't going to take a bag, but then I thought I would, as that way I wouldn't have to carry an umbrella around, in case I need...


September 11, 2025

Flunked call in Adventures in paradise

I was supposed to have the phone interview with the Orthopaedic surgeon yesterday.  I had received a text message saying that I would be receiving a phone-call at 9:15am from a private number.  ...


September 09, 2025

Byron Bay in Adventures in paradise

I'm back at work after my time off for the surgury that didn't end up happening.  I had a lovely three days away in Byron.  The weather was only really bad on the day I checked out.  I should ha...


August 01, 2025

Uneasy in Vulnerability

I'm feeling quite strange today.  Uneasy, I'd describe it as. It makes sense.  I'm in for surgery in six days.  At least, I hope that's what happening, lol.  All I know is I have an appointmen...


Today has been a DAY! I burst into tears at work, first thing.  A rude customer as soon as I started was the straw the broke the camel's back, but I had also been up since 3am (I started at 7a...


This isn't a porn erotica.  I just had my first Thai massage yesterday.   I somehow managed to hurt my upper-back sleeping a couple of nights ago, and I really didn't think I was going to make ...


May 08, 2025

Sea of red in Political shit

We had a federal election last week. It was a red landslide.  Red in Australia, thankfully, isn't like red in the US.  In fact, our blue seems more like the red in the U.S, although in the 90's...


After my brother dropped me back off at the train station, and he and my mum continued on to the Gold Coast, my train arrived shortly after.  It's luck of the draw which carriage I get on the I...


March 15, 2025

It's something in Stuff

The menty-health has been interesting this past week or so.  Very noticable that something has been nagging at me, with no real reason that I can think of for it to.  But utilising my newfound k...


I'm supposed to be at work, as we're reopening today, apparently. The managers are in early to do checks to get the all-clear.  I had a request come through last night to start early at 7:30a...


March 08, 2025

It fizzled out in Stuff

Thankfully, the cyclone fizzled out before it reached the mainland.  In fact, it's only just about to cross now.  Man, this thing is slow.  It was doing my head in a little.  I really wasn't su...


March 07, 2025

Cyclone Alfred in Stuff

Waiting for this cyclone to strike has been a bit tedious, tbh.  It's not really helping my anxiety.  I mean, I think I'm prepared as I can be with water and staple foods.  My immediate plan is...


March 03, 2025

Cyclone in Adventures in paradise

So there's a god-damn cyclone right off the coast where I am, which is extrememly rare for one to come down this far south.  I guess the ocean temperatures are still warm enough for it to do so....


February 28, 2025

Sydney's nice in Adventures in paradise

Sydney is nice.   There's not much happening.  Or rather, there probably is, but I kinda don't wanna blow $100+ on entry price tickets.  The main party is $230+ lolz.  Anyway, I already whinge...


February 05, 2025

Stuck in a truck in Stuff

So my mother found out what's going on with her FaceID not working.  I had suggested asking my sister, as I figured she probably had an Iphone and would know more than me about Apple products.  ...


January 24, 2025

Making a house a home in Stuff

Holey... another busy day. I had four different deliveries today all arrive on the same day, but as I write this, I'm in my new bed!  It's been 17 years since I had a new bed, and this one has ...


December 31, 2024

The last day of 2024 in Stuff

It's the last day of the year, so it's a fitting time for an entry.  I might just start with a bit of what's been happening, and maybe reflect on my year before I head to gym and then head to Mo...


December 20, 2024

Time will tell in Stuff

I'm sending back the Stretchpad that I ordered during the Black Friday sales.  It's shit.  Such a gimmick.  They just sold it quite well online.  I tried it once, decided that if I keep using i...


December 17, 2024

Number two, order up in Stuff

Has anyone felt like shitting their pants?  Like constantly?  That's what this new medication is doing to me.  There's been a few close calls.  I don't know how I've been going to work while dea...


I'm very tired today.  I think I was mentally exhausted yesterday and crashed out from a nap, which resulted in me awaking at 11pm, and it's now 6:15pm the next day.  I was at the gym wondering...


The funeral was as wonderful as I expected it to be.  I didn't know how I was going to go today, but I was the third child of four doing the eulogy, and I managed to talk my way through it, in ...


November 28, 2024

Funeral plans sorted in Vulnerability

The funeral is this Saturday.   Monday was a tough day, as expected.  We went to the meeting at the funeral home and it probably took an hour and a half or so.  Just a lot of paperwork when so...


November 24, 2024

Journalling to cope in Vulnerability

Thankyou to everyone whom took the time to send your sympathy for me about my dad's passing.  It's certainly been a tough 48 hours, and I can't believe how much has happened in such a short amou...


November 22, 2024

Rest in peace, dad in Vulnerability

Dad passed tonight at 9:27pm. It seemed very peaceful.  His breathing just slowed and eventually he took his last breath.  We all told him we loved him and that it was okay to let go, and I sai...


"Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep.  If I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take.  Amen." This was the prayer I was taught as a kid to pray before bed ever...


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