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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Relapsed in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
December 1st is my new sobriety date. I relapsed Monday night and drank vodka and beer. I’m not beating myself up over it. I have had a really bad hangover all day. I feel so…lost…
A New Level Of Confidence And Power in Hello
They playground ones. Should put this part in the Dreams and Nightmares book but, eh. The dreams where I’m on a playground from one of the many grade schools I attended. May have had one last ...
NoJoMeh... in NoJoMo 2015
Done, couldn’t care less now. Heart isn’t in it anymore like it was at the beginning.
NoJoMo 7 & 8 in NoJoMo 2015
Didn’t get a chance to write yesterday. Yesterday afternoon I met up with some of the guys I went to school with for lunch. We ate good and caught up on how things have been with everyone. Stoo...
NoJoMo 6 in Dreams And Nightmares
I Am An Alcoholic I was recently asked by my friend if being around alcohol and drunk people bother me? Considering on the nights my friends and I gather for our weekly movie/vlog where they are...
NoJoMo 5 in NoJoMo 2015
I’ve been ridiculously stressed today . Seems like every hour I was getting back on to the ‘net to job hunt. I’m going batty. Spent yesterday and some of today crying on and off. I really hate ...
NoJoMo 4 in NoJoMo 2015
Was sent home from the temp job, too many people not enough work. Nice to see I wasted my gas.
NoJoMo 3 in NoJoMo 2015
Another day another dollar. I’m actually about to head to bed early because I am so freakin’ tired tonight. But wanted to stop by here and at least jot something down. So, something. Nite nite...
NoJoMo 2 in NoJoMo 2015
I’m tired of seeing the term, “Life hacks.” IT’S NOT A FUCKING HACK! IT IS A TIP OR A TRICK! Unless you can plug yourself into a computer and actually reprogram your DNA there is no such thing...
NoJoMo 1 in NoJoMo 2015
I was fortunate enough to be invited to a Halloween party last night. Everyone was a stranger except the core group I was with but that never stops me. Eventually got into a few conversations w...
NoJoMo Is Coming... in Hello
That is all.
El Pollos Choza in Hello
The Chicken Shack The fucking Chicken Shack On a recent adventure I go to take a drive to an industrial part of town that I’ve only been to a handful of times. Real late at night. When drunk. ...
That Wasn't Awkward At All... in Dreams And Nightmares
I was lazing about, television on pretending to sleep when you had walked into the room. Nothing but a pair of pink panties on as you climbed into bed. We talked. We fucked. We talked more. ...
Where do you come from? in Hello
I’m told it may be the medication which has increased the odd dreams. My mind keeps me up racing, especially with the last three weeks of added stress. A non drug induced night of decent sleep f...
Two Years Sober Today in Hello
Eric says I’m Bob…
Groovy Grenade in Hello
Dreaming of a weapon called the groovy grenade. When it explodes, instead of shrapnel, peace symbols fly out and the enemy starts hugging each other and swaying like hippies. Just a thought…
Who Are You? in Dreams And Nightmares
Local show, concert, or big music festival, I don’t know. The lights were bright, smoke filled the air, and the music vibrated like an earthquake upon the ground. There we met. There we fell i...
I Don't Want To Argue in Dreams And Nightmares
Most of the details are lost to me now. We had enjoyed our time but as always, an argument ensued. You were standing on the porch of your new house, or at least it was what your house looked like...
Sleepless In Seat...Huntsville in Hello
2:47 AM I plowed through the first half of season 2 of Bojack Horseman last night. That show is still depressingly funny. Seriously, the writers of that show are brilliant. Things I’ve read in ...
In Response To Last Entry in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
I just feel like I need a change of scenery or hang out with someone else. I got over my hump yesterday by rewatching the Craig Ferguson clip I go to when I’m feeling low about the alcoholism. R...
Another Cookout in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
It would be on nights like this, every time, where some family would be over and there would be a cookout/food. Once the house would be empty, the trash taken out and the dishes cleaned, one qui...
On The Plateu in Dreams And Nightmares
The cabin was set against a wooded backdrop. Somewhere in the distance the water sang of a rushing river. he was dragging himself off the mound of…what appeared to be clothing formed into a mak...
In The Future in Hello
Most, if not all, schools will have memorial walls for those whom have been killed in those hallowed halls.
Jeff Foxworthy Watches Me Eat in Hello
He felt a hint of embarrassment and shame when it hit him, hard. The realization that the restaurant, which is the human equivalent of a hog trough, is sponsored by the Blue Collar comedian. Wit...
rotations yo in Hello
We do rotating three day weekends. 50 plus hours one week, 40 hours in four days the next and the reward is a mini vaca. Now that I have some money I’m going to get back to getting my car shipsh...
