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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Zombie Jesus Day! in Hello
Happy Easter!
After several interviews and two months of waiting I’VE FINALLY got a job. Start Monday at 8am.
Wonky Schedule in Hello
Ugh, my sleep schedule fuuucked. 8:24 AM. Been up all night. Most of it was spent reading Guns of the South by Harry Turtledove. White supremacist group goes back in time and gives the C.S.A. ...
Papa in Dreams And Nightmares
Dreamed of my grandfather last night. The old house. Nothing bad, just helped him cleaning and us talking. Died 14 years ago next month. Man, it was good to here his voice again. I miss you...
Continue... in Hello
May 10th, 1pm, Courtroom A. Damnit. Get this over with already.
Court tomorrow. Lawyer said may be a deal cut. If I can avoid jail time I’ll be eternally grateful.
Sources Say I'm A POS in Hello
Good People Don't Smoke Marijuana in Hello
Jeff Sessions R Alabama “Been screaming eff Jeff since the late 90’s!” - Jesse J. Angry IN Alabama 1:50 AM Can’t sleep tonight. Ugh. I was tired but now…nope. Watching Legend of 420 on Netf...
Everyone Else Is Doing It in Hello
DO YOU LIVE IN A HOUSE OR AN APARTMENT? House WOULD YOU SAY IT IS BIG OR SMALL? Just right XD DO YOU HAVE A WELCOME MAT? Yes DOES IT SAY SOMETHING? Welcome! DO YOU HAVE A DISHWASHER OR DO YOU HAV...
Cigarettes And Late Nights in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
Ugh. My mind is dancing tonight. Was reading annnd the mind started to drift. Got out of bed and turned the tv on. Archer. I could use the laugh. Guy has been drinking daily for a while. Su...
Wait For It... in Hello
Called the place back and told then to speak to the HR lady instead of the supervisor. This was only after getting a call back from another place I sent my resume. Job 1: Contract only. Job 2: F...
Good Birthday in Hello
Yesterday was cool. Red Lobster for brunch then Black Panther in the afternoon. Totally awesome flick! Instead of the usual strawberry cupcakes I asked for rice krispie treats. Damn they’re goo...
Happy Birtday to me. And now for something completely different.
Hrm... in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
Woke up real early this morning. Been on the couch watching Autopsy on Reelz. Last episode was Chris Farley, this one is about Belushi. Both 33. Both major addicts. Got me thinking about all ...
My Dixie Wrecked in Hello
Woke up yesterday to a text message from a temp service I used a few years back. It was in regards to a machinist position. Texted back that I was interested. Got a call about an hour later as...
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Fred Fredburger Fred Fredburger in Hello
I’m just here. My life isn’t a path but different trails into the forest of confusion.
Outskirts of town. Downtown. According to Google top 16th Hipster city to come to. Bring it weirdos.
Such A Classic Excuse in Hello
Three night shifters and I got walked out one by one Wednesday evening. Everyone I messaged/messaged me it was bullshit. Doc typo on note got me points. Got fired. Rumor from a friend eight p...
Drug Strut in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
Walked out of the psychiatrist’s office with five new prescriptions. She’s keeping me on xanex and upped the dosage.
I’m good. Thanks for all the love from the last entry. Saw Michelle. Deep convo, gave me something to work on. Like actual forty-eight page q and a about extreme feelings. Went into work alm...
All My Life, Who Am I? in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
I left work early last night. I’m just not feeling it anymore. See, you can do as much as you want or as little as you want and it won’t matter. Back in late October I was asked to come in on...
Pills Ahhhh in I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown
Written about 6AM this morning. Ended up seeing my regular physician Tuesday before everything shut down for weather. Explained the stress I’ve been under, lack of sleeping and running dangerous...
Some Days... in Hello
I just wanna watch the world burn.
