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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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Sarge and Toad are complete dicks. Thankfully I have Peacock by my side. I highly recommend the Night On Earth nature show on Netflix. Pretty scenery and an interesting take on nature docs. Tha...


May 12, 2020

Swiss Cheese in Hello

I’ve been on the Swiss machines since last week. The stuff I’m running seems simple enough but I do feel mentally drained at the end of the shift. Currently laying in bed. Took some melatonin t...


May 10, 2020

13 Weeks! in Hello

Closer to 52 than I was last week. Peacock went to hang with the fam last night meanwhile mom and I are at our family plot putting flowers on graves. It’s turned out to be beautiful today. I rea...


May 09, 2020

Yesterday in Hello

So 12 weeks was last sunday, the official count of 90 days was yesterday. Mouth asked me a day beforehand some of my favorite junk food then brought in a literal box of chips and chocolate as a ...


May 03, 2020

Three Months!!! in Hello

I’ve made it three months sober!!! I’m still around, just don’t really feel like writing any currently.


April 29, 2020

Pains in Hello

The lower right side of my back has been absolutely aching tonight. Every time I stand up I have to walk around at a bent angle till I can stand fully erect. Peacock picked on me all night abou...


April 29, 2020

AMA Answers! in Hello

No names posted, just Next. Describe where you live. What do you like about it? What do you not like about it? Big town, small city. Plenty of parks, trails, outdoor stuff with just enough urban...


April 26, 2020

11 Weeks Sober in Hello

I’ll do the answers for the AMA next entry. Today is one more week down. Things have been decent. Work still is…well…work. Peacock and I are pretty much in a relationship at this point. I’m l...


April 25, 2020

Ask Me Anything (Why Not?) in Hello

Seems people are doing these so I guess I’ll get on the bandwagon. Ask away!


She’s asleep next to me in bed. We’re, “unofficial officially.” From here she says things will get messy as time progresses once divorce starts, asked if I wanted to back out. I love this girl as...


April 21, 2020

Hazel Green in Hello

Sitting in my car while Peacock is in her dentist office getting some work done. I offered to drive in case she was too foggy. Last week we had a lengthy discussion about us. Feelings were co...


April 20, 2020

4/20 in Hello

Happy 4/20 to all the stoners out there!


April 19, 2020

10 Weeks Sober in Hello

Yup! Bought a new mattress today and she was with me to help break it in…and laugh hysterically when trying to get the damn thing in my car.


April 18, 2020

My Eyes Burn in Hello

5:13 PM Still awake. Spent the day with her after work. The last few times alone we’ve gotten into deeper conversation about things and what exactly is going on. Car ride took us on my route fr...


April 15, 2020

Stimulated in Hello

Got my stimulus payment today. Fucked Peacock’s brains out a little while ago. Returned to work last night. Apparently there are spies abound watching me now. This is such bullshit.


April 14, 2020

Don't Wanna! in Hello

I return to work tonight. The only joy I’ll get is seeing Peacock. I’m just not feeling it tonight…


April 13, 2020

Days In Suspension in Hello

I’ve stayed stoned, beat two video games and have had Peacock’s company damn near every day.


April 13, 2020

Almost Forgot! in Hello

9 Weeks Sober!


April 12, 2020

Happy Zombie Jesus Day! in Hello

Mom is going to bake a ham so I’ll probably stay stoned like I did yesterday. Happy Easter, y’all. Despite me smoking out like a freight train I actually got a lot done. Lawn mowed, Paxil refi...


As for me I just got back from a good long drive down some country roads in this beautiful weather.


April 11, 2020

Stolen from Ferret Mom in Hello

▪︎1. What was the last thing you drank? Water ▪︎2. Where was your profile picture taken? Stanley Spadowki’s Playhouse! ▪︎3. Worst pain ever? Pinched sciatic nerve or gout flare up. Either way I ...


April 10, 2020

Four Day Weekend in Hello

Due to some bad parts I ran last week I got written up and a two day no pay suspension. I wanted some time off but this isn’t the way.


April 09, 2020

Duhn Duhn in Hello

Watching Law and Order. Fuggin’ love this show. Peacock bought breakfast for us after work this morning. Didn’t realize Sonic had some bad ass breakfast food. French toast sticks rules. My t...


April 07, 2020

Oh Ya!!! in Hello

I finally got off during sex today! She’s averaged about two orgasms each time, she then told me it’s about time. Lol I consumed way too many pain pills recently. I came down off them Sunday ni...


20 quarantine questions. Answer truthfully. Are you an Essential worker? Medical part manufacturer, so yes. How many drinks have you had since the quarantine began? Zero! If you have kids, are th...


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