J.E. ⋅ 42 ⋅
“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Gut Punch! in Hello
KIAAAAAAAAAA! POW! BAM! ONOMATOPOEIA EXCLAMATION POINT I’m bummed the fuck out… 🤷♂️
Alone With My Thoughts in Hello
Yesterday the movers came in and did their thing. I assisted in moving/packing where I could. Ultimately at noon I was sent home. I was the only one. This morning…I didn’t want to heed my ...
Ankles Hurt in Hello
Pretty much what the title says. Saturday mom called my eldest brother and volun-told both of us to move furniture yesterday. So the broken recliner sofa is out of my room and at the curb, mom...
Rolled A Triple Four! in Hello
444 Days Sober 😎 Truthfully I’m beyond exhausted tonight. Mom volunteered my eldest brother and I to move fucking furniture. More on that later. ✌️ Y’all
Guess Who Woke Up Ridiculously Early in Hello
The clock read 4:47 AM when I got up to pee. Now I’m wide awake… My lower body still feels worn out from the week so some much needed relaxation…who am I kidding? I’m gonna mow the lawn at som...
My shins! Doofus I am, I was bending the stamped out skeleton of sheet metal when the thing slipped and caught me in the shins. Plural. Uh…multiple times. Cause ya know, sometimes my bra...
Pins And Needles in Hello
My hands are numbed out in that weird “asleep but not” feeling. Lower back and feet hurt. I really didn’t do shit at work today. They’ve got the industrial movers in and they’ve already tak...
Faddah's Day in Hello
Mom slipped me a nice crop, clean $100 bill as a “Father’s Day from the cats” gift. Followed up with a gracious thank you for all I’ve done lately. So Naturally I had to go blow most of it. ...
Adult Time in Hello
No no, nothing sexy or anything like that. Just my body processing, as I like to call it. I fell asleep after 1 AM (I did not mean to be up that late) and still woke up, with no alarm, at ...
Discharged And Home in Hello
She’s soaking in a very hot bath right now. Miscommunication at Windsor House. The nurse who discharged her is usually on nights and had two days before starting days. And she’s never done ...
Just got back in from work. Told the owner the truth about lying to him, what all is going on and that if he needs to let me go, yadda yadda. I finished with, “But she gets out tomorrow and I ...
The Truth Shall Set You Free in Hello
Fuck it, when I see the owner tomorrow I’ll tell him the truth. I’ll even state that I understand if he wants to let me go. 🤷♂️ Too much has happened in the last two weeks that are out o...
In what little sleep I did get it was filled with nightmares the dead and funerals. I called out, I KNOW! I KNOW! I’m on my probationary period. I just don’t want to face the world today....
Lily Licks Elbows in Hello
Lily, my tuxedo kitty, loves licking my elbows. No clue why. She’ll bite them, too. 🤷♂️ Mom should be getting released from Windsor House on Friday. She has physical therapy everyday. Good! ...
Middle brother gave mom shit about me going back to work. This is the same middle brother that gave me shit for being out of work. Fuck you, dude! You narcissistic prick. Just because I ha...
So Much Chaos... in Hello
Everything is coming to a head. I want off this ride called Last fe. Blah.... it’s like…fuck I don’t know how much longer later I started writing this. So instead of multiple texts here… ...
Just Another Day In My Chaos in Hello
I was on the go for thirteen hours straight when I finally sat down for my sixth day of a #8 from KFC. United Healthcare Free Luigi! Huntsville Hospital got her infection taken care of, oxy...
What A Day in Hello
I took off early from work to pay a visit to the hospital with a mission. Mom soiled herself and the nurses ignored her pleas for assistance the the restroom. Ohhh I was angry. I spoke with t...
Easy Peasy in Hello
I worked harder for five minutes on my lawn than I did the entire eight hour shift at my new job. The guys I’m immediately around are pretty cool. One’s a gamer, other’s is a guitarist. S...
Pretty Exhausted in Hello
Finished 💯 on the plot in the backyard. Moved all the rocks to the back porch, dumped grass clippings over the dirt, walked back and forth over it to tramp it down then ran over it all with the...
Off To The ER in Hello
Mom fell. I could not get her back up and called an ambulance for a non emergency. After checking her vitals the EMTs said it’d be best to go to the hospital. Imma get dressed and head that way...
Nine Days Total in Hello
May 23rd to May 31. https://photos.app.goo.gl/7WTAKBTGgvYuRbsJ6 I feel like a doofus for not knowing I could have a whole album. There’s all the progress. Just need to find something to do...
Turned out to be a really beautiful day after a quick morning shower. I got up a little before seven and started my outdoor work around noonish. Finally managed to get at a major root that s...
Look At That! in Hello
Woke up to an Indeed message from the owner of the company. He forgot to get my number, gave me his and said to call him. I start Monday.
The Interview in Hello
I got lost twice on the way there. First time I turned down wrong street completely. When I righted my mistake I went the original route. Mistake two. They moved. Granted it was down the stre...
