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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Stupid People in Hello
I got a feeling I’m going to have to call animal control on the new neighbors two houses down. They have two pitbull puppies they let wander around the neighborhood with no leash, collar or tag...
28 Days/4 Weeks in Hello
Suck it addictions! I’m sober. The last two nights I’ve crashed around seven and have slept straight till six AM. The way my body ached I needed it! No dinner, just rest. I feel good this mor...
I'm Really Friggin' Tired Now in Hello
Got bored with lazing about, spent an hour chainsawing another bush down and taking the branches to the curb. Slowly but surely I’m reclaiming my back yard. Even if my back is killing me now. ...
Mowed the lawn yesterday. Good lord it took a lot out of me for some reason. I actually had to sit down for a breather after I finished the back and a third of the front. It looks better now. ...
Ma and I did some errands today. Actually got her up and out the door by 10:30 this morning. Go me! Paid car insurance, put cash in the bank, got her ‘scripts filled ( and some Doan’s for my b...
Been sleeping on and off all day. Passed out around 11 PM and just woke up, fully awake. Back is feeling better but I slept on my left side so now the shoulder hurts. Great Still in a meh moo...
Stick Removed From Ass in Hello
I’m feeling better than I did earlier today. Tried to read some and ended up passing out for a few hours. I needed it. For dinner I ordered a pizza cause I’m lazy. A few months ago I went to t...
Fuckery About in Hello
Got to New Horizons to only learn that the therapist scratched her eye or something and isn’t there to do the assessment. Gee, thanks for calling to let me know assholes! It’s bad enough I didn...
3:23 AM (Technically Monday) in Hello
I slept till 4:30 this afternoon. The way I felt yesterday, I needed it. So I’m now at twenty-one days sober or three weeks if you will. In less than twelve hours I go in for my assessment fo...
Sleep Is Off Again in Hello
Woke up this afternoon feeling like absolute shit. My body hurt, my throat hurt and I kept hacking up some lovely mucus. DayQuil took care of that for me. Didn’t do shit today. Rained so no la...
Starlord At The Movies in Hello
Guardians 3 was awesome! The after credits scene was meh. There was a lot of cgi animals so when I watched the credits I recognized a few famous names that voiced them. Lloyd Kauffman Linda C...
Mucho Mejor in Hello
Woke up with no aches and pains. Yay! Took two trazadones and crashed HARD! Slept around ten hours and woke up so groggy. Worth it though. We’re gonna catch the 6:30 showing of Guardians. F...
Not Hungover in Hello
When I did manage to sleep this morning, it was only a few hours. I woke up feeling like absolute shit. My bones hurt and I had a headache. Was supposed to drive my mom and aunt around to lunc...
Still awake. It’s technically Tuesday so I can say that yesterday was officially two weeks sober. Hooray!!! 🎊 I’m tired yet sleep won’t come. Figures. My alarm is set to go off at six so I ca...
NO SLEEP TILL... in Hello
EXHAUSTION!!! Finished Robogenesis and went as far to email the author on his website if a third book is in the works. It ends on a cliffhanger where the two AI’s are about to duke it out for co...
Dunno if it’s nerves or too much caffeine today but I’m wide awake. Watching Drugs Inc on National Geographic Channel. The last episode was about krokidile. Last five minutes showed a guy’s le...
Who Woulda Thought in Hello
I’d be craving getting high more thank getting drunk. It was real bad earlier. For those who aren’t addicts, when a craving hits all your emotions hit at once. This time I was angry. I wanted...
Managed to catch another hour or so of sleep today. I bet been relaxing with my heating pad, PS4 and my book Robogenesis. I finished the first one Robopocalypse a few days ago. It’s about an AI ...
NO SLEEP FOR YOU! in Hello
Another night of shitty sleep. I’m very tired right now but can’t doze off to save my life. In the meantime I’d like a few sausage links, order of hash browns with cheese (and maybe a few splash...
Sandpaper And Iodine in Hello
My friggin’ left foot is itching so bad. I got a bug bite, figures. It dawned on me earlier that today is double digits, ten days sober. Awesome! I’m still having the urge to get stoned but ...
Three Good Deeds in Hello
Went and widdled in the cup this morning. Even the guy administering the test was surprised I was called twice in a row. After, I sucked it up and went to New Horizons and filled out the paper...
Seriously? in Hello
Just called the color code line. I get to pee AGAIN in a cup this morning. 🙄
Beached Whale in Hello
Another factoid since quitting pot/alcohol, I’ve been putting away a lot more food. Granted it’s been veggies as I’ve been cooking more but tonight I over did it in fajitas. When not taking in ...
I went and did my alcohol/drug screening this morning. I was going to go to New Horizons and do the assessment for the outpatient program but I chickened out. I don’t know why I’m so apprehensi...
Widdle In A Cup in Hello
My color got called today. I’ll go around eight-ish for the drug/alcohol screening. Didn’t sleep too good last night. Still very tired.
