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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Four AM Non-Schweady in Hello
Ended up passing out before six PM and slept straight till almost two AM. Ended up going to Waffle House for food. I’m stiff all over and sore. And still very tired… Edit: Dozed off for abo...
Four AM Schweady (Update) in Hello
I’ve been slowly deep cleaning the pantry for the last two hours. Taking a smoke break. All that’s left is scrape up the accumulated and hardened flour/sugar combo in the corners, mop the floor...
There Was Work To Do in Hello
And I needed all of me to be on the same page to get it done. I’d been hurt. But even hurt, I wasn’t weak. I’d suffered loss. But in losing, I hadn’t become less. Pain had subsumed me in fire...
Late Night Non-Taco Bell in Hello
5:01 AM I was going to mow the lawn when I got up but that never happened as I was still physically beat from deep cleaning the night before. Kimberly (Catty Shack) messaged me today with a pi...
Itchy As Always in Hello
Deep cleaned the entertainment center So many VHS tapes! Some are from Christmastime from the ‘90’s. I know the VCR still works. Maybe one day. I’m off to take a scalding shower. All that d...
I Tell People I'm Just Tired in Hello
When I’m depressed. Today Kimberly came back by and I was able to snatch up Ginger and the babies and said goodbye. They’re going to better homes. Still, with all that’s happened in the last...
I want to personally thank the two PB’ers who stayed up talking to me Monday night to make sure I didn’t do anything brash. If I was still a drinking man I guarantee I would have hurt myself an...
RIP Snowball in Hello
When backing out of the driveway and into the street I accidentally ran over one of my strays. He limped over to the neighbor’s yard and fell over dead. I jumped out of the car, picked him up a...
Left Her In The Dust As He Sold His Soul in Hello
Wrote an entry earlier. Twas nonsense. Deleted it. Seven hundred days sober! 🧙♂️
You Coulda Just Bought It By Now? in Hello
Cashed in 32K Marlboro points for a drone with a 1080p camera. It’s only one-hundred points per pack of cigarettes. By the time I smoked enough to get that many I’m sure I could have purchas...
What Didja Expect? in Hello
It was Friday. They waited till the markets closed, as usual. Then suddenly…Israel begins it’s nonsense with our backing 100%. It’s only Saturday.
🖖 Live Long And Prosper 🖖 in Hello
Picked up the Blu-ray set of the Star Trek original cast films. Just finished part five. The writing in it was stellar. I need my pain! -Capt. James T. Kirk One more film to go.
Where I've Been... in Hello
Coming to terms with mortality. When Mom speaks of her grandfather’s farm, I stop what I’m doing to listen. We go to Walmart not to purchase anything but so she can get out of the house and get ...
Today is my birthday. Mom and I went to the Alabama Music Hall of Fame. Small but chock full of items. I’m still here, just processing some things. Takes time.
Protection For Me, Not For Thee in Hello
I discovered this channel last April or May. Anytime there is a new upload I’m there.
The Smartest Man On The Cinder in Hello
Fifteen Million Plastic Bags Written by Adrian Mitchell I was walking in a government warehouse Where the daylight never goes. I saw fifteen million plastic bags Hanging in a thousand rows. F...
Gather ‘round the campfire. Song-A-Long time kiddies! There’s so many of us There’s so many of us There’s so many There’s so many of us There’s so many of us There’s so many Let’s have a...
Happy New Year! in Hello
Come on boys and girls, song along, okay? We’re all immigrants and hypocrites Delusionals and sycophants We pretend to play a special part And born in pain we fall apart It’s the same game ...
*catchy music* in Hello
“I’ve experiments to run There is research to be done On the people who are still alive And believe me, I am still alive” -GLaDOS Got the license reinstated after $327.50. Guess I can stop loo...
I Just Want You To Know That I Don't Hate You Anymore in Hello
There is nothing I can say that I haven’t thought before. Serve The Servants - Nirvana R.I.P. Dad Dec. 19, 1948 - Oct. 25th, 1999 As I’ve matured I know now he was just another scared person ...
We're Going Down To The Chicken Parm in Dreams And Nightmares
Tonight I made chicken parmesan for the first time with a very basic recipe. Oh my lawd it was so good! https://photos.app.goo.gl/ZbMEP9sjAt6J6mZT9 In other news…I had a dream last night/th...
Sooo, yesterday I had meatloaf at a local restaurant. It was delicious but it gave me heartburn something fierce. Then, like a dumbass, I had a burrito from the taco truck I costed in salsa ve...
A Ballerina Vampire in Hello
Just watched Abigail. Modern classic of a vampire film! Alisha Weir did a phenomenal job in the title role. She was down right scary! Scared the crap outta mom lol Good watch for the season. ...
Better Tidings (Sort Of) in Hello
Boy o boy I’m sore. The Ghost Walk was Sunday. Lots of walking. Mom’s stubbornness has cost her She fell four times (absolutely refusing to leave until the last.) She’s in pain… And folks were...
Non-Fiction Can Be Fun in Hello
Yesterday I chauffeured mom and aunt around for the yearly birthday lunch/thrift store excursion. I mostly stayed on the Hoopla app since my e-book returned today. Today the sun was warm and...
