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September 21, 2020

I feel wrong in Me

I feel wrong, like the universe is messing with me, I feel like I never make the right choice, like I shouldn’t feel like this. I have a wonderful partner, he loves me and cares for me, treats m...


July 02, 2020

I feel sick in Me

I think I might actually vomit. I can’t believe I was so stupid! I fell head over heels for you, forgot everything and everyone else. Told a person who really loved me to go away. Put a lot of t...


June 28, 2020

Our last night together in Me

You drove two hours just to come pick me up and take me back to your house, as you had done many times before. We were being silly in your car, blasting music, singing at the top of our lungs (I’...


June 18, 2020

Feeling old in Me

I know this is a stupid question but I really can’t give myself an answer. I’m 26, should I be dating for marriage or is it ok to just live the moment? I do want to get married and have kids and...


May 16, 2020

Am I clingy? in Me

Am I too clingy for wanting to know when the next time we’ll see each other will be? I’m not talking a few hours after we’ve seen each other, I’m talking 2 weeks after.


May 09, 2020

Here I go again in Me

Stupid, stupid, stupid…falling for someone who probably doesn’t even remember my name. One date and I’ve fallen again. Why am I like this? But he’s so cute and sweet, he’s a pilot, has a beautif...


May 08, 2020

Covid-19 dating in Me

Ok so I live in Italy 🇮🇹 and as of Monday we have slowly started to come out of lockdown. We are allowed to go and visit family, bars and restaurants can do take out and we can travel within our ...


April 28, 2020

Day 5 in Me

I’ve been really sad the last few days. I don’t know why though. I mean yeah, I miss my friends, I miss the girls at work, I miss going shopping with my mum, but it’s been 8 weeks so I think I’m ...


April 24, 2020

Ex in Me

So I recently started talking to my ex, about 6 months ago, keep in mind I broke up with him January 2015 and we had been together about 4 years, he was absolutely devastated, lost a ton of weigh...


April 21, 2020

Day 4 in Me

Looks like he’s back but he’s acting REALLY weird. He knows just vanishing like that is wrong but he feel like a psychopath??? I don’t really know what that’s supposed to mean, tried asking him b...


April 20, 2020

Day 3 in Me

I’ve been in my house for 6 weeks because of the Coronavirus quarantine here in Italy so last week I decided my room needed to look more grown up. I repainted my desk and bookshelf, ordered a new...


April 19, 2020

Day 2 in Me

Ok so he just ghosted me I think and I feel like crap. He literally just stopped answering my texts, there was no falling apart period or anything, I don’t get it, I thought things were great, we...


April 17, 2020

Day 1 in Me

This is day 1 of having an online, anonymous, public diary and I’m actually excited. I’m here because I’ve had a bad day because of, you guessed it, a boy, or more than one really. I’ll go into m...


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