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I keep forgetting to mention, I run a online support group. It’s stressful but i feel at home there, well kinda. Last night i felt like i hated. I was told by a member i was using my anger on the...

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Idk..just i guess im not enough for anyone.

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R is a funny story, I’ve gotten attached at a record speed of a WEEK. I loose track of time so i thought it had been longer but nope a week. I have no idea if R considers me a girlfriend or not, ...

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He contacted on a alt account as i blocked his main one. This is what we talked about.... E:i just wanted to ask why you blocked me on my other account H: I feel So dirty it hurts E: but why did ...

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Basically, remember i said Esty is nineteen? Keep it in mind. Shit went bad. Bad. I’m going to put what Esty and I said below. I already had a panic attack over it. I took a hot ass shower due t...

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It hurts

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Talked about my self esteem issues today. Besides that I talked to the guy again, let’s call him by a name lol. So I was talking to esty about last night which was cool. He asked me some things a...

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Note: thanks for all the nice comments!!! So. Things hapoened that well . .. That makes me itchy so i plan on cleaning my room thoroughly. Mop,dust, clean off my dresser and my mirror. Clean off ...

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Another night of no nightmares bitches! Im so estatic i wanna cartwheel down to my school and rollerblade out.

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I don’t think it’s right, we have seen the real life consequences of this. Let’s get depressing friendos… There have been a influx of teens and peeps in their early twenties falling in love with ...

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Columbiners are kinda strange. I see them alot in the true crime community and I’ve watched many videos on them. Most of them bashing them. If you don’t know what a columbiner is, they are someon...

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Fuck it. My ex had me on a schedule to maintain my health. Bedtime is 9:30 pm. Weekends it’s later if good. Three meals a day. No talking bad about myself. No suicidal thoughts. No harming myself...

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Meant to post this yesterday morning. I woke up at about two in the morning today, right in the middle of a ongoing dream turned nightmare. You’ll come to learn I have a very strange group of irr...

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My worse case scenario has unfolded, on one of the other journaling sites i use to archive all my journal entries i came across a name I recognize. I’m not going to say the name, or their gender...

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So, he offered to replace my best friend as the person i can depend on. I’m sad to admit I’m scared, I’m scared what this means, I’m scared to reveal myself to someone knew after breaking up with...

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So, my girlfriend broke up with me. I shouldn’t have gotten so attached, so excited to have someone who truly loved me for me. I was angry, really really angry. She led me on for a week knowing s...

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Things have been kinda okay with me and my girlfriend. She’s younger but not that much, only a few months. I don’t know if I should talk about her on here. She’s very self conscious and I’m keep...

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I got a girlfriend now. She’s beautiful. But I’m not good enough for her. I just. I need. I need to lose weight for her. Meals are being shipped as I spend my time texting her hours in length. Sh...

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I’m really starting to think my ex was right about the overwhelming lonliness. I feel so lonely it’s like I’m being eaten alive. I hate it so much it makes me want to scream. He almost killed hi...

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Is it wrong to still feel like you actively destroyed someone mentally, when you both where young and dumb. My ex is a wonderful person and he is still very protective over me. However I know our...

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Have you ever felt incredibly lonely for no reason at all? And before you know it, the thought has become a constant reminder of your own loneliness so much so you start to just shrivel up inside...

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I cannot wait to watch the new Ted Bundy movie. I love crime dramas and thrillers, mostly due to my own paranioa and anxiety of incidents happening to me.

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Hello, my name’s Honi and I am still kind of used to this journal thing. I don’t want to be awkward here so I’ll make it quick. This account is my secret along with my other journal site accounts...

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