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And I’m only a day off and in my brain I know when I 1st started thinking about this place again it was well before midnight. We’ll see how far I get into this entry since the namesake of the ne...

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Let me start out by saying that I have taken a long, long ass time to reach the point in my life where I am now pertaining to how I feel about myself inside and outside. I have also been using t...

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I think that I explained, though I don’t think I did here, why I call it X-Mas is because I’m not some unholy heathen. I think a lot of things about Jesus being an alien human hybrid, but around...

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I think that I patched the hole in my air mattress. We have been fooled before, by false patches and I think that patching a tire is much easier. But that is just me. I realized that this accou...

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I added one entry to the newest book, and my location is in the title of the book so I don’t need to say that every time that I’m down here. It was a nice day for a bike ride. I need to seriousl...

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I always try to do this and then hate myself for how much I leave out. and now that I’m about to jump in the water to wash off all the stupid sweat that has accumulated on me, I know that I am go...

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Here because I am here so damn much. I figured that I can make a section of my diaries committed to the fort. I started here, then I escaped and now I am back willingly on my own. So 2 of my exe...

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Not in the” self centered, narcissistic” kinda way. But in the “if I don’t look out for me than who will, self love” kinda way. Idk either way, it always comes across as the first one and when I ...

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I think that I’m gonna change my pants and go sit on my porch with the binoculars or spy glass thing that Blake got me. I’m trying, really and terribly and fucking extremely hard to not have a n...

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Between where I live now and where I have to be most of the times that I have errands to run or appointments to be at, is like almost 4 miles. No joke. If I can catch a bus, I do. Thanks to the p...

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Can you believe it? I went from moving into my bf’s no bedroom, very much an efficiency apartment and not being on the lease, to being co head of household? Woot woot! Oh and also, apparently thi...

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Like 3 days ago, it was my youngest brothers birthday. I think he is 19 cause my daughters’ are turning 18 and 17 at the end of the month. Don’t worry though, I’m sure that him and my other 2 br...

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I’m waiting for the cheesecake to be ready to split with Blake. I realize that I have this as a bookmark on the main homepage but rarely use it. I think this is the one who started it all. So we ...

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And what in the actual fuck? Because then its almost fucking Aquarius season, as soon as fucking Capricorn season gets out the fucking way. Yes, another milestone at 35. I didn’t think I’d make i...

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That can only mean one thing. Me and Blake made it through a holiday, unscathed, a little worse for wear, no major league fighting and also, high as a fucking kite. Which is always a bonus. I spe...

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I hate that most places where I have to show up in person, just do whatever they want. So I’m switching to another clinic. It’s all online. But they keep giving me anxiety because they schedule m...

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