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Unrequited Time
Why do I Waste my want Limited capacity To desire for anything On this thing Already doomed to be Unfulfilling Nearly devoid of Humanity Yet summoning Typical yearning Pressing need To be in ...
Putting out the vibe
I push my canoe off the bank With a practiced heave and hop Into my comfortable craft Easily slipping away from the earth Adrift Like a fly on a mirror To the heavens I buzz
String
I’m at a new crossroad without a street map. I travel light like that. I tried to resist the right path but I ended up on it. I lost my guide when I lost my cool and now I can’t find my way back....
Lost and Found
Everything is the same thing. Unraveling is the best effort I’ve made to enact change. I am not much of a knitter or weaver or seamstress or whatever it is, but I know I can get crafty with some ...
Finger Business
I appreciate the comments/concern/compassion on my previous entry. I didn’t reply to them and I haven’t been here since then. I don’t have anything to say. I’m speechless. I’m sorry I’m so rude a...
Hopeless Earthling (Romantic, I)
A punchy title is a showcase for personal mushy indulgences, like wit & depth & lingual acuity or else allusion to an allegiance of vanities. Sociology seems dull but some social graces, ...
Anniversary
I wrote this one year ago, today. Incredibly super reliable bipolar cycle. Organic clockwork at its finest. (Slightly edited to reflect minor personal growth.) Fool me twice, Who gets shame? We t...
Dumb & lazy
Laying down in the dark, eyes open. Can’t tell what the fuck I’ve written. In my bed there’s no head, contrary to what I’ve said, I’m no longer a person. More like a cretin. Dead. Poisoned by the...
Floor sitter.
Loyalty came early Showered & fed Dazzling in red Doubt didn’t Everyone aware Witness to bear It isn’t clear. Who was there? Upset, before Nauseous, more Anxiety passed Out on the floor I’m ...
Cold Spell
Everyone’s special Especially me I can write and think In disappearing ink There used to be a point here Instead of a riddle It faded from sight Followed by memory
Thin Sin
One sound changed things Turned the floor to snake skin Couldn’t find a phone then To notify yer next of kin Everything was writhing And I could hardly stand The feeling came creeping From the f...
dr. dave flips the script
Right. Inside joke is so inside. Internalized as medicinal laughter. Fatal overdose considered unlikely.
Funny Fuck
I am in poor humor. Perhaps its literal poverty causing my rainy parade slump. Or it could be the gears grinding on my bipolar cycle. My deranged lack of foresight and compulsive spending have wa...
Clown Town Drunk
I haven’t written anything of merit in a lifetime of narcissistic thought records. That’s a comfort. Disappointment is an external concept, like time and presence. Despite occasional efforts, the...
Tin Oldies
I. Early morning thinking Starring pen. Thoughts transcribed to Images From my mind to my Fingertips I love this art- Poetry To speak fluidly Melting my sentences I’m surface tense & then the...
Segmented Awareness Deviation
I wonder if the sunlight’s effect on my personality is qualitative or fictional. It never fails to strike the surface angrily, unwelcome for the brash introduction. If I am patient, tho, the host...
Fifth Wheel of Fortune
I have four drafts saved up for never. I hope they’re published posthumously and everyone can stand around and say, Well! Now! Where are the chairs? What if I told someone the truth about realit...
Emote Control
Why do birds suddenly appear any time you are near? Just like me, they long to be.....close to the action, fingers in pulse proximity, active participants of any sudden movements, distinguished b...
That tingles.
I’m referring to your spidey senses, of course. You ever wonder if there’s someone else out there feeling the same ‘fucked up’ as you- another flesh sack capable of relating to the reality you ha...
Witches are Faggots
I need to see a physician! But I’m the only doctor around My wounds require attention My mood requires prescription Got friendship in a pill form? I’ll trade time for medication Is this a fungal ...
Decapitatat Ionization
I need to put some words here. I’ve written two meandering entries recently- the first was a poem about dead acquaintance taxidermy & posable, life-sized horror doll friendship; the second en...
Dead cat.
You ever wonder how many fingers I’m holding up?
Buzz trap
Ever think about killing yerself constantly? Is that an understatement? What’s going on over my head, then? I’m always behind on the best gossip. Did I already do it? You probably wouldn’t tell...
Misunderstandable
I wonder what age I will be the next time I’m acting. I am so fucked in the funny bone. It’s not even a question of gray areas without dark matter. zzzz I’m having a slumber party. It’s more like...
Relationfriends
I am scared of everyone and all this stuff makes me want to run away. I’m not equipped for passive resentments or love at first sight situations. I don’t pretend my feelings are insignificant in ...
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