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waffling in the wind
Oh nooooes. I deleted my OD last week. I didnt want it to just GO. I wanted to say goodbye and downloaded it 3 no 6 times. Im being honest here... Then i said goodbye to all those memories and sh...
Good days
Starting to come out of the last virus/shithole i fell into. It was a nasty wet/dry cough. Whatever it was for that MINUTE. It would change every couple hours. Wet, dry,wet dry, Hack hack DIE. ...
Deleted
I deleted my open diary. Or my main one. The other couple i started i havent touched in years and dont really care much about them. My main one, that ive kept since 99, that one i deleted. I read...
Twiddling Thumbs
Sitting here waiting to go to the doctor. My appointment was at 11 30, but then they called me at 7 last night, saying the provider i was going to see couldent make it till 2. I could come in at ...
ew
i really hate that my scale is broken. For the 5th time in 6 months the boys broke a scale. I just want to weigh in on a weekly basis so i know if im eating too many/too little calories to maint...
Ugh the cough, it burns
Yep, we have the seasonal crud. While the states are cold. Alaska has been blissfully warm. Our high today is high 40s and low 50s! Yesterday, my house saw 48, im in a cold spot. Its always colde...
Dont you hate it
When you have new things going on and you cant talk about them yet. Drives me batty when other people do it lol. I know i know, shit happens, its crazy when its like OMG this is going on but i c...
Time passes
Time keeps passing but sometimes not fast enough. Some days just drag. Others speed on by. Today is dragging. I have a kid who wont get off me, who wants to call his ammy and papa and who wont ST...
Speaking of not fair
Cancer is everywhere around me. Maybe i was so sheltered that i never knew anyone with cancer growing up. Never knew anyone who got so sick. I do remember one girl that i didnt really know in hig...
Gone and again
Our internet keeps shorting out, BUT THEN we get it back and my computer has to be reformatted. Plus im still getting over the stomach flu everyone caught right before Christmas All leads up to a...
So drained
This latest flu really took it out of me. I lost all my drive for anything. Our Christmas tree got a strand of lights, which the dog ATE! And our special ornaments. I never did get out the other ...
utterly exhausted
I am so tired its not even funny. i didnt sleep well last night. Logan kept in and out of my bed. Or rather, i would kick him out, fall asleep and wake up with him climbing on me. Nothing new t...
December is passing.
Time is passing and we havent even gotten our tree up. It makes me sad. I really want our tree up. I guess i need to haul in the boxes myself. I was kinda hoping tony would but its ok. Hes busy w...
Having a rough day
I have mostly up day but today is a down day. There was no school today because of the ice and possible rain. The bourough had so much backlash last month that they just canceled school at the ch...
Good things
Good things are happening around here. Cant always talk about them all. But im in such a good mood now. Im so zen. Sure things are still stressful and a bit cramped. But things are also going goo...
Good things
Good things are happening around here. Cant always talk about them all. But im in such a good mood now. Im so zen. Sure things are still stressful and a bit cramped. But things are also going goo...
Life isnt fair
Maybe that should be a new "prosebook" life isnt fucking fair. How is it fair that we have a 4 year old cousin who has end stage leukemia. Who is having 10 fingers and 9 toes amputated tomorrow. ...
Rain rain go away
So Russia sent Alaska a storm system. At first we were excited, Warmer temps, 2 feet of snow! WOO winter finally? Yes please? But then it hits. It started with some snow flakes and 20 degrees. Th...
First day of school ( again)
Well its my boys first day of school. Conner threw up last night but i think its just nerves. Its a scary thing. We havent ever moved before you know. After i drop the boys off and tour the new ...
Move from hell
I feel panicked and crazed and so mad. I need three of me, and one of them that only has to sit on the couch and relax! my kids room except under things is done. My room except under things is do...
Test
I passed my drivers test. 15 years of fear and panic and i finally passed it.
le two year old
My 2 year old. My lovely child. Whom i love so much. Dumped my facewash into the toilet. Oh not just the oil. But the plastic bottle. Which is about 4 inches long and 1.5 inches wide. And he flus...
ducks...
Life sucks. Packing sucks. I need to get my shit in order.
Hair today, Gone tomorrow
Or rather... Here today Gone today. ;)
A whole lot of nothing
That about sums up my life. On Monday we got a puppy. Hes an awesome pup. Great fit for our family. He took a few days to settle in and now he is in his whole puppy glory. Chewing on everything. ...
