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semicolon.
so. i didn’t explain this. which. i’m going to. the semicolon thing is a um. symbol for mental health [in the u.s. at least] that’s been around for the past couple - few yrs. it means: your life ...
my soul's been awake for days.
that’s exactly how it feels. bc everyone knows what it’s like to be really tired. how do you get your soul to go to sleep? [well. not actually to sleep] i don’t. know. it’s not an actual question...
uh idinno. what a great title that was.
oh yeah. no i do know. holy fuk my depression has returned. i’m tired which makes me irritable bc i’m dealing w/ this big thing. it’s like the potato thing all over again. [i actually will explai...
i keep wanting people to bring me food. lane.
no i mean cause my friend died back in jan. like the people who know about it. online. [cause no one offline knows about it. that he died.]. or at least to offer. and by ‘food’ i mean...........l...
i'm not usually up at 6:30 in the morning but.
um. so. idinno last wk. when we were talking about the carpet thing. i explained to her [sorry. ‘her’ being the lady i live w/ /the lady] that something about. the reason the carpet was bunched u...
the carpet saga. cont'd. and suitcases.
so. on fri. er i mean yesterday. she the lady. fixed my bedframe. [when we were talking about on um. wed. she kept calling it a ‘railing’. who the hell calls it a ‘railing’? no. a railing is on a...
well. i had a busy weekend. carpet thing. and emily.
i don’t usually which is why this is of note. so. [and this is long and drawn out although. which seems redundant and apparent] on fri. i had a new carpet put in my rm. er rather there was. a new...
from the 16th - the 22nd
um. so on the 16th which was sun. i. did not do my laundry. oh right cause of the time thing. mon. - wed. i didn’t do anything i don’t think. thurs. i had my psych. appt. then my mom & i went...
ya know. to be honest. *not bad. or negative*
this whole. new thing of me not. explaining myself on here has been really. freeing. i’m not sure how much it’s helped others but it’s certainly helped me. honestly. i’m relieved.
emily. and carpet.
so. um i found out. last wk. that emily was going to be stopping by thurs. at 11. right well thurs. won’t work for me. [i’ve mentioned her a few times in several entries so.]. and so yesterday. a...
cough medicine.
so. i’m getting really tired of explaining myself on here. and my privacy issues regarding meds/being independent. when i’ve done so in numerous entries. i’ve explained this in detail in my prev...
so um. *keep this in mind*
i’m not feeling completely better. from the last time i posted. but hopefully explaining things [which as mentioned i hate doing] will help: i have high expectations. this isn’t my fault nor any...
so um. *keep this in mind*
i’m not feeling completely better. from the last time i posted. but hopefully explaining things [which as mentioned i hate doing] will help: i have high expectations. this isn’t my fault nor any...
so. this might not be a good idea...........
i’m sorry. usually on here. and more and more. i make an effort not to. state when i’ve been bothered by replies. and hopefully i’ll be vague. but a. i hate. when others’ point of views is pointe...
suicide attempt. no not recently.
it’s weird to call it an ‘attempt’ when. the person starts to um. commit the act. anyway. so like i said a little over 2 yrs. ago was my last suicide attempt. er............that i started to........
anorexia. venezuela.
so no i haven’t been to venezuela. um so i haven’t had a big relapse. in about a yr. also i’ve been making an effort not to. i eat, once a day or more. when i go to my mom’s/the store. well. also...
long month. and tender.
so like i mentioned. it’s been a long month but i didn’t clarify how. and again. by ‘month’ i mean from jan. 19th - feb. 19th. not month in the. traditional sense. right so jan. 19th a sun. was w...
god it's been a long month.
and by ‘month’ i mean from jan. 19th - feb. 19th. not like the traditional month. [and i’m now realising. i haven’t at all detailed how. in what way/s it’s been a long month. sorry.]. yeah i was ...
laundry. and bracelets.
no not what people think. so on sun. i um. didn’t do. my laundry bc well. the lady didn’t get her stuff out of the. .............washing machine by 5:20. also i didn’t feel like doing my laundry ...
from the 9th - the 15th
so i didn’t post. about my wk. last wk. wed. bc well. it was my parents’ anni. and that’s kindof a holiday um anyway. so on sun. the 9th i. did my laundry. on mon. i went to the store er i think ...
icing wrapping taping karen.
um so. and i’m embarassed to admit this is that weird? am i only one like this? no i’m asking am i the only one like this who’s embarassed to admit things like this. no i really want to know. um...
ankle. and um so today.
so. i’m going. to type up a note for my mom’s good friend Karen A. [we know a few ‘karens’] in regards. to her mom not being w/ us anymore. karen’s. we’ve known Karen forever.........and come to ...
concussions. and this guy greg. and sprains.
and no i didn’t get another one. concussion that is. thank god cause well. i didn’t need the first one. no one offline knows i got it but i mean. that wouldn’t help, them knowing so. no it’s just...
so other things.
so the past. couple wks. today’s sun. [2:40 a.m. so i mean. nothing’s really happened yet] i haven’t felt great. physically. um last wk. on mon. i got my period it was. i mean it was ok. no it re...
the scream. edward munch. um Lane. time. jealous or maybe not.
so i was looking over my um fb messages w/ my friend Mark. and. so a mutual friend that Lane and I had. well he the friend posted this. uh well post on fb about w/ a photo of Lane this was like. ...
