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Finding time
I really need to find time to update. summer seems to have arrived and I have been so busy out in the yard. one good thing that just happened, my son, Christopher< and his wife and kids were...
Trying to be calm
I think I am doing the best job being calm as I can at this time. Just breathe. In and out. It seems suicide has been part of my life, and I am trying to figure out what I learn from these exp...
trying a picture
I am not sure what I need to do to post a picture, I am going to play here for a few to see if I can figure it out. enter link description here
Is This The BEST I Can Do???
I am not sure if I am doing right or not. I don't think there is a right way to handle this situation. I am doing what is suggested to me under these situations. 1) abbie receives a little over ...
Happy Birthday!
To my second husband, RIP. I want you to know that you were the best husband a woman could ask for, for many years. I am sorry we couldn't stay together until the end. I didn't think all those m...
ME
I think I might be insane. the antics of my oldest daughter are driving me crazy. her dad has been helping me with trimming bushes in my yard. he live with his niece. abbie continues to bug his n...
Abbie and suicide attempt.
sometimes life is hard, and sometimes its harder. last Friday abbie took a bunch of blood pressure pills and had to be taken to the hospital and be in suicide watch. they after 48 hours they felt...
she is
drinking again...I thought so. she called yesterday to tell me shes been kicked out of transitional housing. back to detox as soon as they have a spot for her. until then, I don't know where she...
Fear he might kill himself
my brother is 52. he is handsome and intelligent. he has recently undergone a break up from his wife of about 7 years. Tish, his wife, says she hasn't been happy in 7 years and the normal stuff ...
sick
I can't believe I went all fall and winter without getting a bad cold or other virus and now I am really sick with head congestion, cough, earache, chills, and a bad headache. it's going on 2 wee...
early waking
I woke art 5 am today.I know I went to be early last night, it was before the 11 news. I was exhausted. I have a head cold, thanks you babygrands for sharing. my head was pounding and my face hu...
What was I thinking??!!??
I am completely exhausted. I have had a very busy few days with no nap. I really do NEED my down time. my oldest son came over with grandson Max in tow. The kiddos and I made brownies. I didn't ...
Today!!!!!
was a really good day! not that we didn't have moments, cause we did. the majority was happy kids and myself. after we were all dressed and ready for the day we drove to Manchester and picked up ...
Kids and such.
I think this font is huge, maybe its only on my screen? I still don't have all the settings on here figured out. as soon as I do it will look better. it's not the most important thing I need to ...
not understanding
one: i did something/someway to change the font color. it has taken me days to get so i can type AND see it! now i am so tired/meds working that i need to sleep while my body/brain allows. i ca...
Hell Day
or maybe it's just the way it's going to be. Abbie called and is out of money. she got about 600.00 or so on the 3rd of the month. this is the 6th. wow, she made it a whole 3 days. she called t...
So Tired of SNOW and COLD
that is true. I can't do anything outside. the temps hoover around freezing. lots of record cold temps set for this area, this year. The snow is so deep I can't take the kids sledding. never know...
Just when you think you have it done
some asswad comes along and fooks it all up. yup, you guessed it, the taxes. Turbo Tax is a great program. I use turbo tax most every year. I have also used h and r block online. back to what di...
we have sunshine!
yes we do, and we have had sun for a couple days. we usually don't see much sun all winter long. this feels nice. it's been - temps in the mornings but we are expecting a warm up. going to be al...
Hurting heart and head
well...a week has passed and abbie was released as time served. I told her she has to live somewhere else. seems there is no place for her. she stayed here again last night. one thing that confl...
not sure
about keeping this diary. someone who i follow on another diary site (that is closing) announced she had found all her favorites. i am not one,as no one has book marked me. ah well....onward wit...
lost entry??
I think my entry left this box and flew???????
I feel confused
and so,i have reason to believe abbie is breaking into my safe. I have a firebox made by Honeywell that opens with a key. I keep both keys on my person at all times. I have noticed lately that it...
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daily living and worries and joys
