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In the past week and a half my mom has been in the ER 3 times. Today she went in and now she’s in the hospital. I am so tired/anxious/frazzled/stressed/depressed and so many more emotions its no...

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With the whole house situation, macaroni near dying, someone that I considered a good friend disappearing off the earth after origins, and my (yes) still going fight with depression.. I don’t eve...

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It is done. This was one of the longest days I’ve had in a long time, I’m exhausted I helped move, directed movers, then waited at the lawyers, had a kerfuffle at the bank. But its done and now e...

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So. It’s thanksgiving. My brother is being an idiot, my mom wanted him to come here but (after I bought 2 turkey breasts) he basically said he wasn’t. Its gonna be a long quiet day. 5 more days...

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Dusty went in and is going for cremation today. He will be with the eternal kitteh and whenever I pass I am gonna get cremated and be mixed with all my kitties. And with that.. CLOSING ON THE HOU...

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Dusty (the kitten in the previous entry) Must of been way too sick and I didn’t know. He passed away today. I’m gonna get him cremated and he will be with the eternal kitty. I also fell down stai...

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So um. When moving my mom today, I did a thing: I dont know the gender yet, it is very loud, and fluffy, and boots gave it kitty kisses and Macaroni just kind of looked at it like what the heck,...

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Me again. So I was woken up by an angry text from a potetional buyer. It looked like the real estate person cancelled the sale. I thought it was the cash buyer and that is the one we are going w...

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The whole concept of “Mineral rights” and my brother for being a cheap jerk. That is all.

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Well. The people that are probably gonna buy the house Cannot pay until January due to their funding. The real estate person has a bunch of other leads so if anything we can cancel this sale refu...

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I am cautiously optimistic this time.

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I hate real estate. The guy cancelled the sale. I hate everything. Crash.

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I am just a big ball of anxiety over this opt out. I dont think there will be an issue, But a month is still far, and i’m running on crumbs in many different ways. I’m probably gonna miss my cab...

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I signed the paperwork today. I really dont like having to wait 30 days But its done. Holy carp. This should of been done in may. Its done though. I’m gonna be stressed until this is finally don...

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The only buyer wants a 30 day opt out, or maybe worse cancel the entire sale. I cant do this anymore. I am cracking. I seriously am. I have been in tears since i left my friends. Seriously. I can...

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Had two more lookers today. If anything gonna take the counter offer of 135 on monday. But ITS GONNA BE OVER ON MONDAY OMG. The light is almost there. Wheeeee

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We got an offer… However its for the property alone. 130k (which to be fair, is a really good price, this dude said he missed out on 30 acres for the same price). My mom wants 180k. I fear she i...

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It is highly looking like I’m getting stood up/ghosted whatever. I will give her a chance to explain and one more try, but yeah. I should of expected this. This is the regulation disappointment t...

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I have a coffee date on Friday, first in almost a year. She is cute, kind of nerdy, kind of gamery and she claims to like the packers. All good things. So lets hope it goes well. I think it will.

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So, What is a good free photo editing program? I am gonna re self teach some basic photography and photo editing stuff. I am gonna try to do some basic portraiture and landscaping photography and...

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Macaroni is doing better. We have one more vet trip, but I think we are out of the woods. House still isn’t sold. This sucks. I think my mom is depressed. Heck I know I am. I try to putter, but ...

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Good. Macaroni is trending up. That is really good. Bad. I think my mom is having a breakdown over her house not selling. The bills are piling up for her badly. She’s getting really pessimistic. ...

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Hes home, he needs meds like 3 times a day but hes home, he looks good. Hes a miracle baby.

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I am glad I gave him another day. He was doing much better today. He was eating, he was standing up, his eyes perked up a few times, he kind of pushed me away when I was giving him cuddles and da...

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He got worse overnight, (They found renal and kidney issues) I’m giving him until tommorow if not… I’m a complete mess, i’m having anxiety attacks, panic attacks, i’m tearing up now. I am so exh...

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