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I am confused by everything I feel for her, right now. Well, maybe no confused, so much as worried. I know nothing will come of us, as I do not want to risk our friendship, and I cannot dedicate ...

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I am at a loss for what to do. I know I should tell her. Get it over with. Feelings out in the open for others to witness, a weight off my chest, a moment to breathe..... or to stop. I keep tryin...

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My friend has been having a hard time with the breakup, even though she ended it. I understand. It was a long relationship, and though we are young, there are still strong feelings that develop, ...

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My mind twirls with so many thoughts and emotions. I am scared. I do not want to feel all of this anymore. What sucks the most, is that I know it is all technically in my head. I know that “it’s ...

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I had my AVID interview today. I think it went over well but I cannot be sure. I have decided I do not like online interviews. Anyways, I was stressing over it all day. I new I still had to look ...

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The sunset is really pretty right now. It was very subtle, but I still thought it was grand. Right now, a soft rose pink is spreading into pale blue across the sky. The pink disappears behind mou...

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I deleted our messages a couple of days ago. The guy I talked about. In trying to distract myself from Papa, I keep coming to a different source of pain that somehow seems worse. I think it feels...

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The weather is so nice today. It has been raining and cold nonstop for a while, which normally I like, but I was not allowed outside to enjoy it. Now I can see a beautiful blue above me, dotted ...

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