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Strangely Estranged

by 386FHK

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Trying to figure out why I feel so much hatred. But who is it that I am feeling the hatred from? Back before my awakening I was sure it was the Baptists who were after me. When I told the stor...


April 29, 2018

🍄Now I am become Death

The artificial telepathy is never very clear it seems. It comes as ideas, thoughts I used to think were mine. Now I realize they are thoughts projected onto my brain. Its very disturbing if I ...


Evil forces are at work around the world in a conspiracy to take the Buer Demon’s power away from him and to destroy the faith of his followers. Today the artificial telepathy which I believe t...


February 23, 2018

Carrots on the Range Rover

As you may already know, the Overseers have taken SJ (Sanchez Junior) from us at 14:26 on February 12, 2018 (21:26 UTC). I was sure that the bad witch next door had poisoned him but according to...


February 07, 2018

Meryl

Meryl is still not an actor! Thank God! But so many of the others are. Oh… the in laws for sure!!! That was devastating for me. I really liked them, but now I can have none of them. The ch...


February 07, 2018

Personal D🚫🚫Msday

Starting today I’m going to try as best I can to stop trying to calculate my death date. I keep thinking that if I have enough data I can predict the date. It’s just that there are so many vari...


February 07, 2018

Southpark

A few days ago I was very upset with the producers of Southpark. It was a recent episode that I didn’t agree with. After thinking it over and remembering all of the good and positive character...


February 07, 2018

The Smile

I never noticed it, it seemed so natural. I’d seen it my entire life and that’s how things were. Never did I suspect it was a facade. Sure, maybe on occasion you have to force a smile. But th...


February 07, 2018

My Country

I miss my country so much it hurts. It was my home for over 50 years. It’s a place that I was proud of… most of the time. Sure it has its flaws, nobody’s perfect. But those flaws seem tiny on...


Today marks the one year anniversary of my Whitney Houston meets Jason Seaver attempt. I did not know about the death of actor Alan Thicke’s until a few days into my stay at the Quail Run Behavi...


December 12, 2017

No💊Comment

There will be no comments regarding recent events other than this: Taking the red pill or having it force fed to me has to be one of the biggest mistakes of my life. My perception was that I w...


November 21, 2017

Snake Alert

I just watched “The New Pearl Harbor” and call me paranoid, but there’s workers again in the culde sac. They’re working for Cox Communications and they’ve been rewiring the three of the snake’s…...


November 14, 2017

Questions for Superman

Forget about me… but what about Richard? Was he just a stepping stone? He’s gonna need a hero when I’m gone. Will you be there in your heart for him or fuck him over as you’ve done me? Is that...


November 14, 2017

Emoji 169 & 196 Analysis

Smiley 169 😞 and 196 👊 Symbol 169 ☪️ and 196 ▶️ and flag 169 🇫🇰 and 196 🇱🇨 and Object 169 🕰 The first smiley is Disappointed Face (Appointed Dies) and Oncoming Fist. The first flag is Falkland I...


November 14, 2017

5️⃣7️⃣GRAFS

I am getting the impression that lots of people have their own pet puzzle. You know, a date-number-word-puzzle thing. Does it have a proper name? I was updating a deceased friend’s FindAGrave...


November 14, 2017

Rick

”…it is implied that Rick does indeed love Morty, as shown in “Close Rick-Counters of the Rick Kind”, when Rick starts crying at his memories of Morty, but generally he refrains from expressing i...


November 14, 2017

Asgard

”Odin recognized Angela as his daughter, and offered her to join him and the rest of the Asgardians, Angela refused, as she was raised to think Asgardians were her enemies, but couldn’t stay in H...


November 14, 2017

Aldrif Odinsdottir

You have got to be kidding me! They’re saying I’m Aldrif, Thor and Shane’s older sister!!! WTF! And the sheeple believe it no doubt. This is laughable to pretend I have that much power and I...


November 14, 2017

US Patent 6👹11991

I think this must be how they’re monitoring and controlling me… or U.S.


November 14, 2017

Emoji 170 & 195 Analysis

Smiley 170 😎 and 195 👏 Symbol 170 🕎 and 195 9️⃣ and flag 170 🇬🇫 and 195 🇪🇸 and Object 170 🎚. The first flag is French Guiana 30,618 and second is both Spain and Ceuta & Melilla. The object...


November 11, 2017

🚨Countdown ✈️ Jet

At 9:34 AM Arizona time, what I think was a military jet roared over the house. I believe it’s a count down timer to them killing me. 9 days, 9 hours and 34 minutes or 11 days, 9 hours, 34 minut...


November 08, 2017

Fack Ju Göhte 3 ✡️

I’m not sure what I was thinking when we arranged the trip to Germany this past October. I really wanted to see where everything started for our family. Buer, Germany was as far back as I could...


Those are the names of my grade school and high school. Thinking back over my life, it seems everything was done with a purpose. These two schools and their names probably didn’t just happen. ...


Emoji analysis continues: 💩💅🐋🎉7️⃣🇳🇬 The preceding emojis I believe represent the numbers 280 and 85. On the calendar in a non leap year these would be Day number and remaining days for March 26...


November 06, 2017

Judy 🇧🇹 Jew ✡️ Die?

I just found an old email from my boss dated December 11, 2012, 7:03am. I made a copy because it was such an odd email. Thought it might be harassment. I couldn’t figure out why he wrote “Jud...


Book Description

I’ve become estranged from the family I never really knew. I was never really part of their lives, though they were always part of mine. Revelations of their good deeds arrive at my doorstep almost daily, years and sometimes decades after the gift. Never wrapped, never a card, always anonymous, had I only known, I’d never be barred. I am decades behind, caught in a time warp.