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It’s free. It’s abundant. It can make stuff. Even buildings. Converting this old kennel/chicken coop into a greenhouse. And of course building the north wall with cob to test out the building ...

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My converted chicken kennel greenhouse is coming along Need to think of something for the door 🤔 either some way to attach the film and have buffers or put on a panel of plastic … Somethin...

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Today has been charmed. Just, all of it. Listening to Reality Transurfing has been a trip and a half- its like listening to the methodology recipe I didn’t know existed for the last 2 years ...

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Have really spoken to me, lately. Last night I was up about 5 times. I looked at the moon with my son who was up in the middle of the night a few times not feeling well. It was pretty hazy out...

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I have a fickle relationship to money. I used to believe it was evil and everyone who had it was evil and I didn’t have any. The. I Chang my mind and now I have money. It really messes with ...

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Yesterday, I worked all day until I knew it was time to go to the post office- an errand I do every Monday. Moments before we leave the house, I get a call form the sheriff’s office that my docu...

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There is a great deal of fear still to feel, It’s in my body. It warms me. I think of my children and wonder if they are to experience hardship that even I have not known. And it scares me … ...

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of my mom for telling me that my feelings aren’t okay. That I can’t have my feelings, whatever they may be. Most especially resentful around the feelings of how her own actions and decisions imp...

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And Faith Seem interwoven in a bedrock of meaning throughout my life. My mind races and tries to put 2 and 2 together; frantic to figure it out. Anxiety drives my mind to dwell, to ponder, to...

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I ve entered the strangest place I’ve been, so far. So funny how that’s always the case. Life only gets more strange. It gets more unexpected. It only goes in one direction. There’s never an...

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Be so. I am not the one who has it all together and “is okay” no matter what; I am receptive and open to receiving and giving support, challenges, love, judgements, and resources. I am not r...

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I don’t know what to do I get these instances of compelling urges to do things that don’t make sense. And, especially when I percieve that I’m making a decision that affects someone else, I he...

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9th of January and 2026 is a 1 year. There is a phenomenon which I dubbed the “911 rule”, in which events taking place between September 8th and 12th have a special resounding quality that car...

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Everything is happening for me and not to me. Even this. Even this. Even this feeling of frustration, humiliation and loneliness is for me. How can I perceive it as such? How can I meet it pro...

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It has just now this very moment, after all these years, occurred to me that I have never explained my handle. Well, it’s my cat. Her name is Miss Chiff. She is the lord floof of this domain. ...

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more attention to the divine celestial bodies. I keep having these profound experiences and later learn something is going on in the heavens at the moment I noticed a huge shift. But this wa...

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feels like family. I have hardly anything in the way of gifts. I feel like I’ve done enough throughout the year. My knack and talent for bringing transformational messages into people’s lives ...

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I write a lot

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today, that my Sweetness is just under the surface, that it’s there, just under a thin and thinning shell. Lol I’m reminded of my Shelly nickname. They knew. It’s not a coincidence. Nothing ...

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I can see how and why my life has played out in exactly the way that it has. The realization of Ruthlessness- of having no pity- has opened my eyes to seeing every one of my own choices without ...

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Almost moment by moment, of the seemingly impossible things that keep happening. They keep happening. I look down at my own body; my legs, my feet. They are planted firmly. I feel my muscles....

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The Toltecs say that there is a realm of pure affection which underlies this entire realm. I don’t know if any of that is true or not. But I do feel this affection. I feel it like a vague (but ...

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Enough to run around outside with my son for a few hours. We built a big sledding ramp with snow and sled down it a bunch. I also just ran around for no reason other than I felt like it. I hav...

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Insecurity that I can’t quite identify plagues my mind. The sense of realness of this place is starting to ebb. I remember how Black Beauty was redeemed. And I wonder if the so-called flyers ar...

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“ordinarily, dreamers are merely voyeurs. The way your journey turned out, you two got a ringside seat and lived the old sorcerers’ damnation. What happened to them was precisely what happened t...

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