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I got a letter in the mail today for me to go to court. I have been going to court every time I could and this time they sent a letter. You know I was going anyway. But with the letter I feel...

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With everything going on with the kids dad I’ve been ok with. Bummed that more hasn’t been done till this point and that I too had to play his game. I talked to the DA before he went to court on...

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So I ‘ve been trying to get them to renew the OOP (order of Protection) as his court case isn’t till the end of Oct and it expires Oct 5.... The clerk called me back and said that they set him up...

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Here I am with my keyboard therapy trying to make sense of the last few days… So court was Monday and as always nervous as hell to see what holy hell they are going to do this time. Will he be in...

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I was a bit nervous. I can’t lie… I always get nervous around these as I don’t know what they are going to do with him. Letting him out and not treating him would make my life hell. Some of this...

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I know I have at least a month and probably more but I’m scared. He’s still being held without bail and waiting on another mental health exam.. I can’t go through what I did last time. I just ca...

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So I work at the smokers quit line and I tell people cigarettes are like a toxic friendship that keep popping up… you don’t know when that mood will strike but something brings you back and boom...

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He had court today......I was hoping for a scene from the show night court… I didn’t get it. He saw me and was transfixed. He tried mouthing me something and I just rolled my eyes. Probably f...

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The next day after I knew he was in NJ he texted me and unblocked me and came back late that night. My vacation from him is gone. He’s been decent. Kind of helpful. I haven’t been feeling the ...

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I’m getting tired of this crap.....he’s going down the same path and I can’t take much more. As I played with the baby on the floor , he playing in his infant gym thing. I sighed and thought to ...

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I can’t take him....he’s adamant about not taking meds. I wouldn’t care that much BUT what he did to me…to my family at the beginning of this year was horrible. Yes I had a melt down today. I ...

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The insurance company and ........the father of the last 2 boys. He is a nightmare. He went off the hook this year and spent 3 weeks the first time and another week the second time in the psych...

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Grrrr ..... He’s got to go back to get a shot this week and the last time he went there it didn’t go so well. I guess they had a tape recorder and he was his nasty self. He’s afraid they will...

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Okay so PMS and not sleeping equals the demon spawn from hell rising in me. I ache all over, my head throbs and I’m not in a good state of mind. I’m still getting up with little one at least 2 t...

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