I’m lying here tonight and I can’t figure out how I feel. I have a ton of work to do tomorrow and I scheduled a surprise meeting with my mom. She thinks she’s meeting another member of our fam...

I just read my last entry from 2/8/26. It’s amazing to me, I’m still alive. The level of my depression that week. It was bad. Even worse than I wrote about. Bad enough I vividly remember it. Bad...

(Written July 8, 2001, Updated April 30, 2026) 
Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. Gandhi Knowledge is proud that he has learned so much. Wisdom i...

Hi frens. Another monthly update.  I had a depressive spiral earlier in the month. Kinda came out of it but still there. I mean when my life is just an 100 foot empty hole, a ladder is helpful...

Another. Mom’s thing is figured out. All good on that front. Then another family member reaches out. Inexplicably. I think the last time I got anything from her was in 2021. Sheesh! The timing...

I’ve spent my entire life obsessed with trying to figure out where stories come from, how they work, how we can make new ones and better ones. When I was little, I wanted folks to think I was sm...

Dear A, This morning I had one of those moments where you forget what day it is, and then it came back to me that it was the day of the job interview. I got up and made a coffee, one of those M&...

You keep reaching, trying to connect in ways that should work, but something never fully lands. Conversations happen, but they don’t stay with you. You leave them feeling like you were there, bu...

Chapter 10: No reason. Teddy doesn't have a reason, that's how he knows it matters. No shoot. No press. No convenient overlap of schedules to justify it. No accidental hallway crossing he can ...

The macaw two rooms away is squawking obscenities at Rick as he attempts to wash dishes. He wants Rick’s attention, but we try to not encourage the bad language. We typically ignore him when he ...

My Dad seemingly knows every word to every song from the 60s and 70s, including all of the major showtunes.I never knew he loved music so much and had such a diverse range, but since we got him...

The Convergence Part 9: The Miyake Event And the 14,400 Year Cycle https://x.com/RaphaelTiriel/status/2045900450382200858?s=20

Wednesday cold sun    So right after celebrating 2 entries in a week I skipped an entire 10 days... welp... the 2 days after my last entry I spent at work. afterwards I had one day off, whic...

now that it can be seen... my real work is in my other book... The Man from Mayberry Hill... its an actual book, not this rambling self pity stuff...

And here we have it. In terms of cosmic relevance, 100 years, a mere blink of an eye. n terms of human counting, forever. The blooming of Mars was a grandiose adventure. Deimos, the larger of i...