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Manorexia - I have a dating disorder

A comfort zone is a beautiful place but nothing ever grows there

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Lately I have been kind of speechless. I’ll be honest that it was that altercation between Zach and I that had me triggered. The one from Valentines day. I didn’t realize how much I cared about h...


February 14, 2017

Habits in Current Events

Old habits die hard and boy do I have a big one to kill. Zach wanted me to take a picture of him on my phone. “Now you have something to masturbate to” he said after. It was funny. Last night I d...


February 11, 2017

Looking for trouble in Quick Thoughts

I let myself overthink it and then I had a sex dream about Zach. It was hot. He came on a little strong at work today. I think he wants it too. I’m going to make it happen.


I was transferred back to the store I started from. Three people from my time are still there and I am rocking the fuck out of that bitch if I do say so myself. This store was a joke when I retur...


February 08, 2017

Not gay enough in Quick Thoughts

Stating my opinions is very much out of my comfort zone. I never pursued a post secondary education so I just don’t have the same degrees that my friends aren’t using so I just keep my mouth shut...


January 19, 2017

Cue The Crisis in Quick Thoughts

My midlife crisis is coming early. I have severe FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out). I don’t know what I am doing with my life. I haven’t even loved and lost. Everything just feels like it had been a com...


December 29, 2016

Logout in Quick Thoughts

I took this week off so I could cleanse my thoughts. I need to disconnect from people and work. I want to be left with my wants and needs so I can set myself some goals and come up with an action...


December 27, 2016

Got to do my thing in Flashback

I’m on my third ever holiday. I’m on salary now so if I don’t use them I lose them. I really need to come up with an action plan for 2017. I need to stop killing time on social media and focus on...


November 02, 2016

Skin Deep in Flashback

I wouldn’t say that I exude confidence. Most people would think I have a lot of confidence but I actually have very low self esteem. It’s stupid. It’s so common it hurts. It wasn’t this bad a few...


October 23, 2016

Up to speed in Flashback

I don’t know where I left off in my last blog from years and years ago. Roarke? Tyler? Bad things come in threes. Third times a charm? I’m the third boy I’m trying to have a relationship with. F...


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