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I’m feeling pretty woozy and dizzy so I am pretty sure that I caught the flu that is going around. I knew that I was going to catch it as my niece and nephew are both infected and are just coughi...

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Last week around this time I was questioning if I had control over my drinking or not so I decided to go on a cleanse. One week was enough, Damn Daniel, back at again with the red wine #2012momen...

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[Trigger Warning: This entry has an opinion in it that is not recommended for readers with low self-esteem] The results for the bloodwork should be in by Monday. I won’t know what to think if the...

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It’s absolutely criminal the way I am abusing Prosebox in the last 24 hours. I left a voicemail with that lawyer. If he does not return my call Leanne will go talk to his assistant. I called my d...

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Three entries in one day? Not a record. Well, I might have legal representation from my countries biggest law firm. They have a renown labour and employment team and I was given the contact infor...

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Well, once I again I did not wake up in a tropical paradise with a gorgeous specimen of male goodness wrapped around me and six figures in my bank account… so you can imagine how disappointed I a...

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After I wrote my entry yesterday I wanted to talk to somebody so I called my mother. “Ma! I’m trying not to freak out right now“ “What’s wrong son?“ “My hair is falling out and I’m gonna die!“ “...

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The kind of alopecia that I suspected myself of having is androgenic alopecia (pattern hair loss). It’s hormonally driven but after this morning I suspect that it might be telogen effluvium alope...

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A starting ritual is a great way to learn a new habit. It helps inspire confidence and courage. The one habit that I have been trying so hard to break is hesitation. We have about a five-second w...

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A couple of weekends ago I wrote about how high my stress was about going out to that social and then to my friend’s wedding the following day. My social anxiety got the better of me but I pushed...

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I still have Facebook Messenger so that I can still reach out to people should I need to. My sister’s boyfriend has been harassing me on there for the last couple of days. He is logged on Miranda...

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I’m starting a new game. Skyrim. It was in my small pile of games that Roarke gave me from a long long time ago. Maybe I won’t quit so easy this time. Maybe I won’t get sucked into it and have 10...

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I met up with Erin and Hetal today for coffee. I am so relieved that Erin found work. She just started at a grocery store and she was actually trained by Richard, one of my old restaurant manager...

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Space is a luxury rarely afforded in this house. Everybody spent the night at my mother’s yesterday and I passed up on that offer so that I could be completely void of people for a night. I spent...

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Everything that I want in life is attainable. All I have to do is work for it. I have to grind. I spent half of this year unemployed because I don’t know how to face it. I don’t know what is hold...

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I was wearing my cranky pants this morning. Well, technically I wasn’t wearing any pants but you get the gist. I was mad to see more white stuff on my land. Ok, that’s a bad joke but I get flust...

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Come through was the first thought that I had today. Let’s be confident and work hard on getting your shit together today Tom. Did I finally wake up feeling ambitious? On Saturday I mentioned how...

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I’m out here aggressively writing on PB. Like twice a day now. I just can’t turn my brain off. I think that I had a visitor last night. Yes, I am talking about a spirit like a crazy person. She ...

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My teacher went around the class and asked every boy this question: What do women want? We all gave stupid answers and then he told us all the big secret. He told us boys what women want. Choices...

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I’m out here looking into Wicca when I’m supposed to be starting my job hunt. It would appear that I will do anything but face the reality of my situation. My friend texted me this morning. She ...

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Yesterday I had accidentally smacked the cystic pimple that I have on my face and it hurt so fucking bad that I teared up. I got so flustered as I suddenly remembered how physically painful it wa...

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I do not have to dread anything. The social & the wedding are all over and done with and my brother in law left town for work. I can finally breathe. I noticed that I had a lot of hair fall o...

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I couldn’t believe how nervous I was to leave the house last night. I almost had an actual panic attack. I kept reminding myself that excitement and worry are the same experiences in the body and...

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I had an appointment to get a scaling done this morning at the Dentist. The hygenist accidentally stabbed my lip. I’m dead now. Actually decomposing. deTomposing… Pray for me. Anyways, I’m suppos...

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I’m not that surprised to discover that the current source of my anxiety and depression is my brother in law. He is not doing anything to provoke it. I just feel tension for no reason. I find mys...

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