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Manorexia - I have a dating disorder
A comfort zone is a beautiful place but nothing ever grows there
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Autopilot in Current Events
Well, I booked my flight to BC for the end of August. I am going for 10 days. I’m visiting my brother and my nephews. I have zero interest in sightseeing. I’ve never cared about BC in my life. T...
Fork Balls in Current Events
Holy fork balls I might have secured my program 600k from another funder to fund my program for four years. We are the most underfunded program at my organization. I don’t think we are underfun...
Monday Poisoning in Current Events
The best-case scenario for my car fell through. When I called on Saturday, the woman didn’t understand my perfectly good English. This is Canada now. I knew this was going to go well after that....
Battles in Current Events
Tomorrow is the battle with my car. Today, I decided to take on my ribbon shirt. I spent a few hours trying to figure out that damn sewing machine. You know mansplaining? Shelaborates. I felt li...
Well... shit in Current Events
Car trouble was not on my bingo card for today. Yesterday I had a moment when I couldn’t turn my car on. Today, I couldn’t get it to turn off. I pulled up to my gym, and it wouldn’t turn off. ...
This and That in Current Events
Yesterday, we had a mini-event at work that I put together. I was so nervous that everything would fall apart, but it didn’t. I watched Wilfred Buck’s documentary on Crave and then reached out t...
Soulless in Current Events
The saga continues. Our office lost another employee—a coordinator. The one from the program I look up to. He led with soul. There was nobody better at what he did. He had a strong relationship ...
Boring in Current Events
I was worried that insomnia was going to be a mini-series for me. It wasn’t a problem last night. I got more than two hours of sleep. I could feel that I was running on adrenaline the whole day....
Leave it to Beaver in Current Events
I’m tossing and tortured till dawn. The honeymoon phase is over. I’m starting to have animosity toward work. I cannot sleep because my brain decided that I needed to be upset at my boss. Rage i...
Emotional Damage in Current Events
All I need is time. A moment that is mine. I can be intense. I try to edit myself for world peace, but my face acts like subtitles. I don’t want to be toxic, but I want to be toxic. I’m not a...
Mind and Body at War in Current Events
I woke up in the middle of the night feeling like I was being carved out from the inside. The pain was crippling. Literally, I could not move. This is what happens when I eat bread, but even tha...
Iron Stomach in Current Events
[Drama: A Tom Production] Week one of my candida cleanse: Complete. It was awful. It will be awful again this week. It will be awful for the rest of my life at this rate. I’m at a breaking poin...
Dafuq? in Current Events
I just made my roommate clean up after herself before she left for work. How many more business days do you plan on soaking your dishes for? I asked. Where? She asked as she spun around in a cir...
Be Better in Current Events
The coordinator can coordinate that one. Are we good? Or am I reading too much into that comment? My coordinator asked me. He had a hurt look on his face. I felt like a monster. I owned up to ...
To Take or Not To Take in Current Events
My coordinator wants to move up in the organization. He would take it. He would take the job offer I was given. He wouldn’t be loyal to our program. He did give me his blessing. It pays $3 mor...
Plot Thickens in Current Events
Being offered a promotion was not on my bingo card for today. I got a text from the Assistant Director asking if I had a minute to talk. When she called me, she told me that someone had said I...
Dread in Current Events
We are doing some land-based learning today for work. For the rest of the week, actually. I don’t know what we have in store today, but I do know a bit about what we are learning throughout the ...
Father, Son, and Healthy Ghost in Current Events
I finally made it to a community walk. They do them on Sundays now, and I don’t have to bank time, so I can leave in the middle of my shift to go on a Tuesday or Thursday. In case we don’t know,...
Toxic in Current Events
They need to just die. Just off themselves. They contribute nothing to society. These are actual things my roommate says in conversations. She is a very toxic person. She doesn’t see how that la...
Fawning in Current Events
I felt seen yesterday. My heart grew two inches. My coordinator sent a text to our group chat. I’m not coming in, I’m taking a wellness day. I was not in the mood for the abandonment. Last Thu...
Inside Out in Current Events
Maybe you should be depressed. Maybe someone who lives a sad little existence like yours should be upset. I wouldn’t be pleased with myself if I lived like you did. I wouldn’t want to be happy. ...
UpDown Funk in Current Events
Yesterday was a good day. I liked it. Yuge fan. There wasn’t anything special about yesterday. I think it is because I had finally recovered from my depression symptoms, so I felt lighter. We ...
Skibidi Ohio Rizz in Current Events
I think the chiro that I met yesterday will be a good fit. She focuses on the nervous system and uses a torque. She also does Somatic work for trauma. This is what that elder was talking about i...
Ugh in Current Events
I decided to open up Credit Karma, and I was shocked to see that my credit score dropped 84 pts. A collections notice was reported this month for an electrical bill worth $1295. That ain’t my bi...
Reflections in Current Events
The world is asleep. I was up before 4 AM. I’ve never felt such peace before. No pain or pleasure. No dread or pressure. The world can wait. Life can wait just that much longer. This time last...
