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Manorexia - I have a dating disorder
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Dream, Dream, Dream in Current Events
Curious, I had a dream I hadn’t had in a long time. I dreamt that I lived in my childhood house with my siblings again. We were all the age we are now. I don’t remember any of the storylines. At ...
Random Diatribes and Tangents in Current Events
It’s been ages since I vented on PB about how useless my roommate is around the apartment. Then about how useless she is to everyone else especially to herself. Ok, I only do it once a week if n...
My Villain Era Begins in Current Events
At work, Linda told me that there was something that she wanted me to see. She told me that Mike posted something on Facebook and she felt that I needed to see it. I explained to her that I wasn’...
New Villain Era in Current Events
I mentioned on Monday that somebody had it out for me at work. Today, I discovered more stuff was missing from my bag and I told my boss. I found my missing stuff where the rest of my things were...
Relief in Current Events
I had anxiety about going to class today. We were told to take it easy this weekend so I didn’t study any of the material. I didn’t feel ready enough and when we reviewed the material, I was defi...
Manic Monday in Current Events
Something ridiculous happened to me at work today. It would appear that Mike couldn’t stand the sight of me, and the sound of me, and the contagious good mood I was spreading so he got petty whil...
Sun Day in Current Events
I’m aware of how aggressive I am on here regarding my roommate. Sometimes, I share my frustrations with a close friend or two. However, she is my friend and I do love her. I know that she is figh...
Saturn Day in Current Events
The other night I had the worst dream of my life. I woke up shook, I was disturbed beyond repair. I couldn’t even move. I was sick to my stomach and just wanted to stay home and cry. I rushed to ...
Tiny Break in Current Events
It’s going to be a late night. I have a test tomorrow so I am cramming in as much study time as I can tonight. Class yesterday was a big review of the unit and I struggled in a few areas. If I di...
Gaslighting gaslighting in Current Events
On my way home from picking up my car from the shop, the VJs on the radio were talking about the most looked-up term this year. Gaslighting. Gaslighting is one of the most utilized tools that a n...
Diatribe in Current Events
I can feel the tension between Toni and me, my roommate. I can tell that she feels my judgement. That is why she is hiding in her room, I suspect. She’s committed to being absolutely useless arou...
Expecting in Current Events
My sister gave me some good news on the weekend. She is pregnant with her first. All of my siblings will have children now. I’m so happy for her! She’s wanted this her whole life. My brother live...
Pity Party in Current Events
Well well well, I figured out why my roommate was hiding in her room all day avoiding life. She bin drinking, she bin drinking… watermelon. She’s an adult she can drink if she wants to. We recent...
Procrastination in Current Events
Am I on Prosebox again because I am avoiding something that I need to do? Yes. I had Bev over yesterday for dinner and a movie. I made gnocchi soup and we watched Interview With a Vampire. I fi...
Structure in Current Events
I did not get the best sleep last night. I woke up to a coughing fit. It feels like something is stuck deep down in my throat. The fit didn’t last long and I was able to fall back asleep but I wo...
The Sequel in Current Events
The opportunity to apply for a full-time position on my team has come again. It was unexpected. It wasn’t supposed to be posted internally until next week but our HR posted it early. According to...
Low Road Here I Come in Current Events
I want to take the low road. I want to commit to being vindictive and spiteful over petty things. Those feelings are what I am wrestling with currently. Not a good use of my energy. Toni, my roo...
Triggered in Current Events
I spent most of my day in bed. What a waste. I finally filed my taxes for last year. I’m caught up. I had to call the Canada Revenue Agency because of my culsterfuck situation. I needed something...
Mood Poisoning in Current Events
The mood poisoning continues. I was kept up all night with a dry cough so I called in sick at work. I am trying to not think about the loss of pay because it just makes me more frustrated. Yester...
Victim Signalling Denied in Current Events
Oops… I’m doing it again. I’m going to bitch and moan in another PB entry. I’m a little more miserable than usual because I am frustrated with this cough. So far so good though. I am hoping that ...
Get Over It in Current Events
I woke up bitter and jaded. What else is new? I’m just over this cough. It’s not bad, I’m just over it. I went to work the last couple of days which didn’t help that situation but it did help my ...
Derp in Current Events
Bloody hell. I passed out and wasted my day and my opportunity to study. Not that it would have been productive. The function of brain = 0. I have a slight fever so it’s not my fault. It feels l...
Clinical Idiots in Current Events
I called in sick today. I have a slight cough and I don’t need the germ puritans making things weird. Toni, my roommate, it sounds like her body went into a detox also. That’s all the flu is. Our...
Bad Manifesting in Current Events
My weekend was long and full of terrors. My body went into detox over the weekend, the flu. On days 1 & 2 I had a headache, sore throat, a fever, and a neverending runny nose. Days 2 & 4 ...
Heavy in Current Events
My brother called me on Friday and I managed to convince him to go to rehab for his alcoholism. I stayed on the phone with him yesterday while he waited in the hospital to see if he could detox f...
