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She Done Already Had Hers’s in Current Events
I finally had the talk with my roommate. Can you believe? You’ll have to read my previous entry to know what straw broke the camels back. I started the conversation with how shitty it was to leav...
I've Had It. I'm Done. in Current Events
I’m so pissed off right now. Before I left to meet up with the girls I asked Toni, my deadbeat roommate, my friend, what time her birthday dinner was this evening. Oh, I had that on Wednesday, I ...
ADHD PaRaLySiS in Current Events
While I was on TikTok, I came across a term that I decided to explore today called ADHD paralysis. The content creator started the video off with “how I start my day after my ADHD paralysis.” Som...
Toxic Waste in Current Events
Yesterday wasn’t a complete waste but it was a waste in the end. The astrological vibe was very lay around, get a snack, nap, shop, take a nap. Nothing was in a fire sign. No starting energy. La...
New Moo in Current Events
I think I weighed 1000 lbs yesterday. I could not move. My depression was so heavy. I surrendered to it. It’s a symptom that needs to be supported. Suppressing symptoms creates systemic problems....
Astrologically Speaking in Current Events
I have to be honest that I am committed to my old fucked up ways. I have plenty of opportunities to create positive changes for myself but I find myself caught in a positive feedback loop—my cla...
Mumbo Jumbo in Current Events
Of all the things that I have on my plate to worry about, it is literal plates that are stressing me out. I have 99 problems and it’s always my roommate that I get most fixated on. Yesterday, I ...
Voices in Current Events
I can’t tell if I was awake and hearing voices or dreaming that I was hearing voices. I was in that waking up state. It happened between my two alarms that I have set. Not all of us have an inne...
Siren in Current Events
I’m still having vivid dreams since I quit coffee. Regular coffee that is. Everything else has been corrected since I started drinking mushroom coffee. I have one portion left so I decided to ord...
Reel Talk in Current Events
I can’t drink alcohol without feeling guilt written about it. I feel as though I cheated something. I suppose that would be myself. I’ve been working hard to detox my liver. Coffee enemas, castor...
Silver Linings in Current Events
I did not get the position I applied for. She explained that I had aced the interview but they went with somebody with more overall experience. I didn’t think to check my work e-mail until a cowo...
Wanting Hurts [Epiphony Unlocked] in Current Events
Why are you like this?! That is the question that I need to ask myself more often. I have mood poisoning and it’s not like I actually want to be sitting here experiencing it. I pieced it togethe...
Axis of Drama in Current Events
Yesterday, I reached the part of the day where my energy locks up and I die inside. I surrendered to it and crawled into bed as per usual. Why am I like this? I asked myself. I remembered how bad...
Let Go and Let God in Current Events
Astrologers have their knickers in a twist about today. This week we are all Scorpio. They say. My chart is heavy with Scorpio and my rising is Taurus and even though I feel weighed down I prefer...
Blaspheme in Current Events
I put my castor oil pack over my lungs last night. I got a taste of what it must be like to try and sleep with a bra on. Speaking of men in bras, I accidentally added to woke supremacy the other ...
Broke the Silence in Current Events
My boss reached out to me this morning to let me know that I am entitled to bereavement pay. She helped me switch my shifts around last week to make it to a funeral but did not know whom it was f...
Shot in the Foot in Current Events
We buried my grandfather yesterday. He was a Reverend. He and my grandmother opened the first church on our reserve. He opened one in the city after my grandmother passed away. His son Adolph is ...
Projection in Current Events
I forget that I am experiencing a projection of myself when it comes to my roommate. It’s as though I am face to face with the kind of man that I used to be. A picture of my own instability. I wa...
Mercury Microwave in Current Events
I have another 5-day weekend. I changed shifts around so that I can make it to my grandfathers funeral. I was originally only supposed to work 4.5 hours for both of my scheduled shifts but I was ...
HΞRI⍭AGΞ in Current Events
My day got better after I wrote my previous entry. I got better I should say. I picked up my grandmother and then went to my mothers for a belated Easter dinner. My sister brought the portrait of...
Mood Poisoning in Current Events
Rotted, just rotted. That is my mood this morning. I don’t know where this mood came from but RETURN TO SENDER. The first thing on my consciousness this morning was the state of the world. I supp...
RIP in Current Events
My grandfather passed away a couple of days ago. I don’t know what to think or what to feel about it. I haven’t been thinking about it at all actually. I keep forgetting that it happened. Then it...
Must Be Some Taurus in the Atmosphere in Current Events
I am hoping today is the day I get that callback. I already woke up in a decent mood. Even though it snowed last night. The sun is in Taurus, the moon is in Taurus. Jupiter and Venus are on their...
Nerves in Current Events
I suppose that my nerves are getting to me. Somewhere under the surface, I am anxious about getting the call about that full-time position I applied for. TMI but it’s been a shitty day. Literally...
Calm.com in Current Events
Today feels weird. I suppose it is because I am playing the waiting game. I am waiting to hear if I am the selected candidate for the full-time position that I interviewed for. Will something pos...
