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I started working on my website. It’s so easy. Back in 2005, I had to use HTML. I feel like I’m back on OpenDiary making layouts for free. I don’t even remember what I called that page…Dear Diary...

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I’m struggling to organize my thoughts today. Mind you, it is first thing in the morning and I’ve only had one sip of my mushroom coffee. I seem to be very concerned about whether or not my roomm...

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You know how I’m in denial that I have ADHD? Me neither I’m that good. I heard ADHD described as Intention Deficit Disorder and it blew my mind. You can know all you want and even be the most br...

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Today is the Summer Solstice. It is the longest day of the year. The Christian Bible teaches astrology. It is the universal language, Astrotheology is the universal system. It is the day that we ...

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I bit the bullet and swallowed my pride and I applied to a few workplaces that I have been overlooking on purpose. Beggers can’t be choosers, I have to remind myself. One of them is at a thrift s...

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I’ve come to realize that I am still experiencing what is known as the Dark Night of the Soul. It’s not a term I like to use because the New Agers ruin everything. It is a term they use to descri...

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I like and appreciate Candace Owens but some of the things that she has to say come off as detached and out of touch. Her issues with adaptive wear, for example. Clothing that is designed for dif...

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I spent the last few hours fully immersed in my problems. It’s sink or swim time. You’re a woman with a brain and reasonable ability. Stop whining and find something to do. I have been picking u...

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My roommate is experiencing an allergic reaction to eggs. She’s adopted my vegan diet while living together, for the most part. After a few weeks of eating my way, she noticed a huge difference w...

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It’s been a lot of whining on here. I miss writing about the things I am witnessing in the world and trying to make sense of it all. Wonder Lust, I think that will be the name of my brand when I ...

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I’m not feeling as shook as I was in my previous entry. Nothing changed… which sums up my life story as of late. I haven’t been able to create the big changes. Big things have small beginnings an...

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I feel like I am finally buckling under that crushing weight I have been experiencing. Oh, how people used to love to watch me fall. I am learning that all I’ve done was suppress the pain. What p...

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Hi Prosebox. It’s me again. I’m here to bitch and moan as always. First world problems. On my way to my sisters yesterday I stopped at a few stores and the disappointment of not finding anything ...

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Since I’ve been turning my latest entries to private I might as well be real and raw with myself here. Today I woke up feeling somewhat ambitious. I was thrown for a loop when I realized that my...

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I took my grandmother grocery shopping yesterday. It was not that eventful except I did see someone I found jaw-dropping gorgeous. It is rare with my impossibly high standards. He was giving an o...

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My car made it to Brandon with no problem. You would have thought we were flying in a beat-up plane because my sister, Melissa, was a nervous wreck the entire time. It was very menacing. It didn’...

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I’ve filled my coffee mug with delusion this morning. Convince Yourself. I’m about to do that thing where I write down all of my plans for next week on my weekly planner. Below that I write a lis...

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I reached out to my uncle about collecting the reparations from that residential school on my fathers behalf. He told me which level to apply for because my father was abused. That information ma...

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Melodrama: aTom Production Depression attack hit me out of nowhere. I woke up from my nap and before I knew it I could feel its crushing weight. There is nothing weighing on my mind or weighing o...

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I don’t have a shift today and that is rare for a Monday. I’ll use this new week new me energy that I like so much and work for myself. Today, I am going to contact the institution that is denyin...

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Dear Log: It’s been one week since my talk with my roommate. So far she has been cleaning up after herself, taking out the trash and cooking for herself. She’s also been hiding in her room from m...

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I don’t feel like I have a lot to say. I don’t have that mind-numbing inner monologue about my roommate on repeat now that I’ve actually spoken with her. As for work, that place doesn’t feel so t...

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I interviewed for two programs today. The organization is expanding. They are adding a Communications Coordinator. I don’t think I will land that one, even though I applied for it. The second one...

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Today I am going downtown to the open house at that Aboriginal Centre. Just we are up to speed, my friend recommended it to me because she loves what she does there and she thinks I would be a go...

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I’ve been Hoe on the Go for the last day or so. I have a potentially fantastic opportunity this Wednesday. I’m going to an open house at an Aboriginal centre that does much work for the community...

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