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Mom! / Biodynamic Urban Farmer / Naturopathic Doctor / Anthroposophist / Mystic / Avid Reader / Writer Extraordinaire / In Pursuit of Moral, Physical, and Intellectual Excellence.
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Beach Bum'in in Journal
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The Big Water in Journal
At East Tawas I am so stoked that this is right down the street from our new place. [url=https://postimg.cc/QVbWJM48][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/DWLSJf4K][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/...
This Land is in Journal
Gorgeous. We made a camp, and of course it started raining lol No regrets. I love it up here [url=https://postimg.cc/v43W6cH4][/url] [url=https://postimg.cc/Z9n6P4CV][/url] [url=https://pos...
Just closed on our land and we’re headed up there to camp. I’m full of ideas for natural building, water collection, permaculture designs, long-term value cultivation and possibly off-grid powe...
For all those who don’t read my journal Lol Life’s been Grand. We’re buying property. Yes- we close tomorrow. And we’re moving. Not immediately, but soon. I’ve been reflecting on the quite ...
Memory and States of Consciousness in Essays
The Kingdom of Childhood In ‘The Kingdom of Childhood’, Steiner tells us about the very fragile and dream-like consciousness of small children under 7 years. Adults who grew up in my generation...
Oh, Stefan... in Journal
LOL- I laugh because that is the exact phrase that drove my dad so crazy with anger- His older sister would listen to him for a time and with a slow, measured sort of exasperated sigh say “Oh, D...
Scarcity Training in Journal
I remember a particular exchange. As always with me-a strange thing to remember as seemingly nothing interesting happened. I stood in line on some convenience store gas station to buy my signatu...
I feel Empty in Journal
There is a spaciousness that I sense around my head, extending down into my throat and neck. It comes down and down increasingly. It is expansive. The space is filled with presence. Simple groun...
I feel as if I’m being initiated against my will. Although, not against My will. as i stood in the shower, I was aware of the man who had come in my dreams last summer. He is tall, powerfull...
Am I Dreaming? or Awake? in Essays
Or dreaming-awake? My recent experience with Family Constellations work and the profound-and instantaneous- effect it had on my family was a poignantly informative event. This even, which I de...
Relative Value in Essays
To perceive the value that society and people in general place on certain classes, we just need to look at their quantitative analysis. From one looking in, who may not share the same quantita...
Perceiving the Spiritual world in Essays
Is not a special gift. There are no gifted or chosen ones. There are only Choosing Ones. What I mean is that, the spiritual world is experienced by anyone and everyone, all the time. We simpl...
Steiner Quotes, Fairy Tales, Inheritance in Essays
“Now when we fall asleep, our physical and etheric bodies-that is, a paternal and maternal element-are lying in bed. Our ego and astral body are in the periphery. The astral body contains what i...
Steiner Quotes Elemental Beings in Essays
“as regards his own soul-being, man belongs to a world which does not reveal itself to the outward senses but lies behind this sense-perceptible world, that in his innermost soul-nature he belon...
Fem >_ Masc in Meditations
In revelatory splendor, my whirled is once again blown away by the realization of deeper levels of inversion. It began with a feeling. A shallow, but insistent feeling in my stomach. It was ne...
I’ve had a scathing respect for my mother’s capacity for premonitions. Scathing, because, she is paranoid, controlling, neurotic, etc Respect, because in spite of her flaws and blatant misuse o...
Is all there is Left of my little self I see her and love her But my perspective is widening To cosmic heights. Or at least, nearer Than it was. I’m learning Morse Code. I never before ...
Seemed appropriate in Meditations
Weekly Verse, Week 14 -Calendar of the Soul, by Rudolph Steiner “Surrendering to senses’ revelation I lost the drive of my own being, And dreamlike, thinking seemed To daze and rob me o...
Am I paying attention? in Journal
Yesterday I had a first coaching call with T. He isn’t very good, and I probably won’t schedule another one. I remember the first time I saw him (on a recording). My heart sank. I had that sam...
The Spirit Matter in Meditations
The answer to life, the universe, and everything. As I innerstand it. Not gonna pretend it’s totally comprehensible. Here goes. My core inner experience since the time I was born in this lif...
Butterflies in Journal
If you find yourself experiencing hate for people you’ve never met in real life, and who haven’t harmed you, or who you assert “harm” a concept like a community (an idea- there can be no phys...
Kind of Insane to Me in Journal
How many people’s days, let alone their current lives, are unhinged by what some orange guy does in his corporate office. I pray for y’all. Upon reflection,I think government, or U.S. Corp o...
I love to Write in Meditations
Under the Blessed Pine. I feel more grounded and connected to myself. Yesterday, I had an experience that required some deep integration. And, after this experience, maybe a handful of hours l...
The Mystic in Journal
Descriptions of the Mysitic and the path of the Mystic, by Christof Melchizedek “Neptune and Aries ask you to reclaim any projection of the divine even on Jesus or Buddha or Krishna right they ...
