Entries 743

Page 3 of 30

Who and what we are? I had the thought in a dream last night, about my name. It should have been Monica I thought. I recalled my parents and their shallowness- their refusal to acknowledged any...

---

Is so lovely. I rarely have the chance, other than getting up very early before everyone else. When I get a chance during the day, though, it seems to charge my energy like nothing else. I sat...

---

a MOMENT right now. I dreamed about Capricorn. Yes… An astrological sign. An Earth sign. The sign of grounded doing. The goat climbs up the earth mountain. There is further mystery here, for ...

---

Is funny. One moment I know that I’m skeptical and expecting doubt. Then, it seems like only a short while later, I haven’t got a single doubt down to my bones. I’m ready to run off a cliff if...

---

Everything is happening for me and not to me. Even this. Even this. Even this feeling of frustration, humiliation and loneliness is for me. How can I perceive it as such? How can I meet it pro...

---

I have been pondering this conundrum for some time. The last I wrote about my perceptions in to the Feminine-Masculine dynamic was quite some time ago. I haven’t looked. Might’ve been spring o...

---

It has just now this very moment, after all these years, occurred to me that I have never explained my handle. Well, it’s my cat. Her name is Miss Chiff. She is the lord floof of this domain. ...

---

The novel that has languished unfinished both in text and in my imagination for over a decade. I need to finish it. I finally figured out what it is about:)

---

of something we already know, or something new coming into the awareness? It’s both, of course… depending on which level of consciousness one focuses on. Last night I dreamt about balance an...

---

is always a good sign lol It’s funny how memories are.... When I had no experience of remembering them, it was as if those memories did not exist at all. There was nothing- not a hind- to my co...

---

more attention to the divine celestial bodies. I keep having these profound experiences and later learn something is going on in the heavens at the moment I noticed a huge shift. But this wa...

---

feels like family. I have hardly anything in the way of gifts. I feel like I’ve done enough throughout the year. My knack and talent for bringing transformational messages into people’s lives ...

---

Split the difference. Go down the center. Remain in the middle. Be ever grounded in the handle of the tuning fork; observing the interplay between the 2 forks. I stared at the shadow of the pe...

---

I write a lot

---

today, that my Sweetness is just under the surface, that it’s there, just under a thin and thinning shell. Lol I’m reminded of my Shelly nickname. They knew. It’s not a coincidence. Nothing ...

---

I can see how and why my life has played out in exactly the way that it has. The realization of Ruthlessness- of having no pity- has opened my eyes to seeing every one of my own choices without ...

---

I am being braided up and down and through my core. Into my Oversoul and into my spirit. Gently, slowly, it has worked. Patiently and tirelessly out of love. And duty. There is a certain co...

---

20 minutes but it had been 2 hours. 2 hours that I spent dreaming in the bathtub. And writing that dream down. I’m staring at the page right now. It seems surreal. Somehow more than real. Li...

---

is not a goal to strive toward by grasping and attaining for oneself, but a state to move into in order to receive it. Understanding is a place. It is a FEELING resonance. Which once we arrive...

---

Almost moment by moment, of the seemingly impossible things that keep happening. They keep happening. I look down at my own body; my legs, my feet. They are planted firmly. I feel my muscles....

---

I don’t know how I know this. But I feel it. It’s in my bones. It’s in the way heart is melting and shivering with the intensity. I recognize in some indescribable way my peers. They appear to...

---

11:11:11 “And it was so on the morrow, that Sha’ul put the people in three companies; and they came into the midst of the host in the morning watch and slew the Ammoniym until the heat of the d...

---

In knowing I spoke to Joel today and it was refreshing. Reassuring. A nice way to hash out with someone who has experienced these things and know that I’m not crazy. Or particularly in dire str...

---

Woken up. I gathered my self to get up. I felt tired, my eyes heavy. I accepted this. None of my habitual resentment. I brought to mind my choices. To be excited or to be in shame. I conscious...

---

of excitement. It’s taken me a while. Maybe I’m dense. I saw several memories as visions as well as imagined futures, and ones that could have been. I recognized the feeling quality which g...

---